life is a bother

2007-02-18T02:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!! YAY!!

I AM HERE TO UPDATE LIKE AFTER 1 MONTH? LOL

sec 3 life kinda stress..cant really cope la.. with so many things now..sianz

yup..chingay coming!! weeee~

got to noe some really cute sec 1s thru yi hua they all.. lol and dance de junior...all so cute de

haha den got into 310

and the teachers haix..no comments la..rar!! lol

den keep failing all my tests..die le la..bleh~

den alyssa and hq now siao siao de

made new friends :D

and eugene can go home with me! muahahaha :D

took part in nanhua idol..
screwed up :D

lol but funny

den chinese new yaer stilts.. haha funny..lost e feeling le..very long never walk liao..

lol den SYF pracs are relaly hiong la..cultural jia you!! lol

and den my table and bed is super messy now!! shall clean up later

haha den CNY bel ad kj so sweet!!not forgetting you jie jing wei and mop!

lol they so nice la..come all the way to nanhua :D love them loads!!

lol den they wait for me so long

haha den we go k! yay!!

sang like nobody business and scream like siao pple when we see fahrenheit de MTV

they are like SOOOOOOOOO SHUAI!! OMG OMG OMG

how come singapore no cute guy???!!!! rar!!

lol

i think e door not sound proof..

those pple outside can hear us scream..

and kj keeps going to e toilet..

haha sing till 7 den leave..took 184 home.. wahaha

reach home at 8 and i miss bel and kj loads!

2007-01-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

hello!!! i am here to update on OC!!

weeeeeeee~ it rocks rocks rocks my socks!! lol

lol 1st go school..raining ar!!

tot it will be kinda sianz.. lol

den bring 103..super high class!! lol fun fun fun nthu

lol

it was like station game 103 2nd station already super guai lan lah!! haha go scam station master tt they are already in birthday order..

lol

den went to a few more stations

den got mass dance

den raining

got indoor campfire the atmosphere was super high

and den winston and hann bin came back

danced waltz with hann bin

he is like super tall tall tall can? i have to look up to him..rar!!!

lol those ex student was really good

bought the atmosphere up to the climax

and den sang peng you

lye sim took fotos of us and e few sec 1s lyin in a circle

lol den went to bathe..

the water is really cold!!!

lol slept

woke up

pt so lame larh

haha den did mass dance

lol wet weather no mass game

so sad

den had an indoor disco or something

super cool

den they play de dance mass dance song

e 6 dancers went up to dance dance dance!!

me and yi nian did an impromptu shuang ren wu

oh man it was really gd

everyone start to get high

den itmc play songs!!

so high!!

we will we will rock you!!

lol and alot

maracarena or wateva u spell it

haha very very fun!!

lost my voice on e 2nd day

haha nice one

103 won best cheer!!

lol and ashley can do a really cool moon walk!!

lol and a lot of pple joinin dancE!! i am so happy!!

haha

den jj won the best camper award

lol 103 cheer

103 are we hot???!!!
lick saliva and touch oneself
psss..sizzling hot!!
103 103 wat are we?
h o t h o t
103 103 wat are we?
h o t h ot
dong dong dong dong dong dong ah!
dong dong dong dong dong odng ah!
woooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! 103!!!

YAY!! HIGH AR!!!LOL
i love e disco session
seriously
it has been a long time since i ever dance lidat can? oh~ fun!!! haha

went to vivo for cip..kidan slack
haha but fun
i wasnt too confident abt my voice.. lol

den still in e camp mood
song mong so mean
ask me do silent clap
lol

den the next day PA
chingay costume..i dunn wtf they gimme L when hq and aly got a M and i can wear S ironic..

haha i noe i got long legs!! lol yay!! yay!! yay!!

lol den played with e few boys omg they are super cute!! haha high ar!! went home..pia hw..3 den sleep
lol
i miss oc!!
and yes u!! stop calling me u irritating tooooot!!

yea..feel like apologising yea? 103 i dun really mean to scold u guys but it is just tt i receive too much complains.. yea hope i dun really bring the mood down!!! continue to get high pple!! weeeeeeeeee~!!!!!!

2007-01-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

lol and i forgot to wish u guys a happy new year!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
2007!! it will be a gd year!!
haha went alyssa house to countdown..one couple broke den we match make another one.. haha fun fun..went high with yunian
lol den played overnight majhong and watch dumb scary movie the red shoe.. din watched finish.. haha den a lot of pple drank..and got high!! haha slept for 2 hours!! like at 7 and woke up at 9? lol di siao couple.. lol den go home weeeeeeeee
den today went out with jeremy jie min and yi hua watch death note 2!! lol nice nice nice!! haha den go eat long john and den go find my mum..walk walk around den go home..sianz..tml school starting le..haha i dun like my class..i wan jie min yi hua jwee yan ling jeremy!!

2007-01-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

happy birthday ivan!!:)

and thanks jie ming for listening to my crap.. :(

2006-12-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

lol back..hmm..nth much to update..school is reopening!! i kinda miss school but i dun wan sec 3 life!! so stress!! i very scare!! argh argh argh!! i wan more dance!!~ weee~ cgs combine prac here i come!! lalala wat happen for e last few days? hmm hmm jiak was in hospital..so sad ar..den we guai lan pple in the hospital..l ol den hj so cham..coz after we left den left him and tt guy den they were staring at each other lah!! haha so funny.. den i had like 2 days of continuous gd food..and i am growing fat fat fat!! lol den christamas eve went town to slack.. haha city hall..till 11 plus..tts like so late for me?? haha cabbed..nice jian hui and jie ming cabbed back to bp with me..nice pple.. jie ming almost missed his bus lah..poor thing haha was pissed by jie ming so i pissed him off too.. haha but we are still ok in e end.. haha dun sad kaes? lol and er.. took alot of dumb fotos too.. went christmas shopping with my cousins and sister.. haha took lots of fotos oo..she haven send e.. lol den kinda got grounded coz my dad is nit very pleased tt i cabbed home..with 2 guys somemore...so din go out during christmas but thanks for all the christmas wishes can? lol u guys rock!! jeraldine typed a lot..yihua and jie min sent me card..ps: jie min..i very sad over ur testimonial leh.. haha jeremy!!! lol den cheryl on msn den all my relatives.. daryl papa and si kai and nene and a lot of pple den i cant name out..yin tong and yin cheong they chaeapskate..send me e same message.. haha funny and yu nian and leonard and ivan and jie ming and jian hui!! haha i sang the christmas carol!! weeeee~bel and kj!! cant forget them!! haha pei xuan also..hq not in sing..tt idiot.. alyssa din wish me :( tml going to eat steamboat.. haha hope it doesnt rain or else i cant get out.. haha

2006-12-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

after china trip..the next most hiong thing is dance prac le.. haha den got pa performance..rar crawl on the road!! pain ar!! lol den so many irritatin kids.. lol den next major thing is dance le..
lol 2 week of dance practices over but i wan more!! frankly speaking only 1 week for cultural.. haha but pai-ed new year as well..oh well.. haha dance prac was really hiong ar...haven sweat so much for a long long time..gd gd gd jian fei!! lol cultural dance was funny den modern very serious..so contrast.. haha cultural rocks but i think modern nicer.. haha enuff of this.. rod was damn sad ar!! i miss sec 4!! shall write dedications below.. lol

went to winston bbq yesterday!! lol raining like cats and dogs and we keep going to steam room shi bin bring coke and satay in den colin bring marshmellow in..so diao lorh.. haha and they look sexy with with their specs.. haha shi bin was super high dao!!!~ wooo b4 tt go jec meet..took neo.. haha also high dao~ esp hq.. lol

the day b4 yesterday went to bugis!! shopping!! haha met si aun and wei hong den go eat sakae sushi!! lol dun think ate my fil lah!! sheesh..waste money.. haha i like gyoza.. haha we were super high and doing dumb things like throwing sushi into cups and making weird sauces and wasabe juice.. and we go toilet they changed my cha soba sauce into soy sauce with water..yuck~ lol den keep making funny jokes and send lame things around..putting the plastic cover everywhere and stupid jie ming put my fone on e belt!! rar.. den we kop peas from 1 plate and put it back again.. haha super high!! saw loads of nanhuarians too ..lol china gal.. soo mean lah!! lol den the day b4 tt got pa.. hmm..nth much exciting lorh.. hmmm...

today went for council..slack!! lol den go alyssa house..cheato!! wooots!! hmm jiak got mop skillz lol den he keep winning..i onnly win once.. lol battle b/w hann bin and hoong jia.. haha den go play majhong!! woots!! i win twice!! say i rock!! lol

tml got council trail run..dunno how it will be like lorh.. den actual day..chaos day..rar!!

and the curse of the golden flower is out out out tml!! weeeeeeeeeee~

dedications to sec4s (sorry if i miss u out):
siok xin: i will miss u like hell loads and laods and loads can???? rar!!
hann bin: lol u got go pa so nvm
kee lui: lol dunno wat to say
shi bin: lol my initial d still suck
winston: omg i miss u lah!! u din go rod or else i feng even more!! lol bbq raining...stupid security guard.. lol
wenhui: lol nice hair
vivien: also nice hair lol
vanessa: lol hot
yin cheong: lol nth to say..gd luck?haha
siaun: lol sakae sushi rocks!! stupid cha soba
i feel lazy to think anymore
so good luck to all the sec 4s!! lol

2006-12-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

CHINA TRIP
hq, jie ming, yunian sent us off at e air port..miss they so much lah!!! 1st day reach there saw e hostel..went like wow!! quite big leh..haha actually not bad le lah.. haha in fact i prefer the hostel to e hotel after e whole trip.. the hotel was freaky.. haha den ate dinner at e hostel..though i dun really like e food but i guess it was ok bah.. haha den 2nd day wake up quite early..had lesson.. they have all their lessons in chinese..think i can understand bah.. haha den 1 had lunch in hostel and have lesson den we saw them have a interesting lesson which is the ti3 cao1 lesson lah!! haha something like aces day..think they are better den our ndp lorh..they are very disciplined..they march to e canteen and to everywhere and they run for every lesson..unlike us..we pon class.. haha they are very attentive in class..lolx den after tt the student brought us to e ling long gong yuan..took some picture and get to noe some china ciriculum thing..they very stressed de..small test every day and common test every week..imagine that.. haha den went to e supermarket to buy some food to snack on lah.. go back we had tai ji class.. the teacher said we were not bad..haha coz got DANCE background ma, they sauid dancers are good :) haha den sat, we went to visit tourist attraction, the gu gong..went there b4..took some pictures.. haha den we went to tian an men guang chang..very big..also go b4le..got e mao ze dong foto there.. haha so big..i wan put my foto beside him also..lol den went for lunch and den went to shop at wang fu jing..bot a ear fone.. haha and some books.. lol and den dinner.after tt we went to watch hua ju.. haha you2 duo1 shao3 ai4 ke2 yi3 hu2 lai2? lol interesting show..the guy damn sway.. haha den went back e hostel..sunday, went to climb e great wall..also go b4 le..made a hao han card..haha i am a hao han twice!! weeee..super cold there lah!! lol den cant remember wat happen..monday went for class too.. haha boring..fell asleep.. tuesday also...they held a lian huan hui for us..and they drag me up to perform ru guo de shi.. haha nervous lorh..impromptu.. haha but think it is ok bah.. lol den they play e peng you song..cried..they also cried..i think i miss a lot..hope still can keep in touch via msn bah.. haha <33 them loads!! lol den took a lot of fotos too.. haha..next morning very early fly to xian..saw them at e canteen for e last time..sad...den reached xi an.. go visit a lot of places..e watever tang gong yuan watched performance too..e dance super nice..den still got a lot of places.. haha took a lot of fotos..den e next day visit bin1 ma2 yong3, i think nth special lah..den got hot spring place also.. haha details cant really remember..shall post fotos.. i only remember e hotel very scary..blackout halfway lah!! so scary!! haha den e 2nd day.. not scared le.. lol den hq they all came to pick us up again..yayness~!! lol
sat, open house..
SO MANY PPLE INJURE THEMSELVES!! omg den px fell from stilts...so scary, u see 6 person go out den only 3 remain..den somemore 1 kneeguard lost..so worry for hq lah!! omg den 1st and last performance din perform on stilts coz too wet.. the last performance so comical!! raining den floor wet den u see wushu so many guys slide into their position..den liang yuan fell twice..so funny!! den after tt a lot of pple fell..wei cong also.. haha i also almost slip lah!! lol so funny..ok fine..den i forgot details le.. haha
ps: yunian!! mei mei foreva here for u okies?? lol take care ab!! lol
sun pareach at 11 lidat..prac at the ma lu..so hot so rough so xin ku..the studio was heavenly lah!! haha den went for lunch so skip warm up bah..after tt soon dance back all the old dance..shuang gan!! haha den after tt pai-ed chingay..woots!! rocks rocks rocks!! haha den went to eat den go home XD nth much also.. hehe
cultural pot
went jp to look for job den all dun wan me coz i too young..ivan ask me to lie but too bad lah..my face too kiddy le..den went arcade play a while..stupid ivan..play all the game tt i dunno how to play..i always die 1sdt den watch him play de lah!! wa liew wa liew wa liew..den laugh at me play basketball XD lol den ask u play para u hum.. haha den after tt we saw qiao yu in one of the shops..she also lie abt her age can?? stupid den after tt saw yx den go tiong meet jm..he is late!! stupid him..i feel like a loner for 1 whole hour can?? rar!! den took 60 pix of him at mac..hehe i am lame :D den go alyssa's house lorh..hmmm..played audition there.. lol den go for cultural pot..den meet colin at clementi..he wore a long shirt..diao XD lol den so many pple dress up lah!! haha so nice lorh..but den e performance i dun think anyone is actuall ypaying attention lah.. hahah den took picture with miss poon and charmaine wore the same shirt as me!! omg omg omg we got great taste!!hmm..after tt go romantic place take foto..lol den go coffee bean eat den go home..hmm..nth much already...next day go town with jian hui jm hq and px and hj.. lol jian hui can predict i will get lost..stupid guy..lol go arcade find twits..and play para para..and down there comment and comment and di siao jie ming.. lol wei xin.. haha den after tt go home..haha nice pple send me to cck.. den next day go cut hair with yu nian XD lol yu nian!! coz e rest went marina..haha my hair is super short now..sry ar..pangseh u..i needa eat dinner at home..sorry!! lol den hmm..tml gonna work!! excited excited excited.. post fotos time!! haha

2006-11-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

1. Last place you've been: jp
2. You are: yueli
3. They say you are: gorgeous
4.Yesterdaypractise??
5. Last person who texted you?ivan
6. Last name in your received calls?jieming
7. How old are you?14.
8.What song are u listening to?aurora
9. Last thing you bought for yourself?food
10. your wish: my mens to faster come!!
11. hu do u hate? no one
HAVE YOU EVER ******
1. Cried at school?yes
.2. Ran away?yes
3. Broken someone's heart?yes
4. Had ur heart broken?yes
5. Cried when someone died?yes
6. Broken a bone?no
1. Sit by the phone waiting for a call all night?yes
2.chat online?yes
3. Save emails?yes
4. Wish u were someone else?already with
5. Cry in front of friends:yes
***** SO *******
1.do you get jealous easily?no
2. What have u been doing these past few Days?leadership course
3. What are you thinking about now?why iovan never reply
4.what did you do last night?talk on de phone
5.what did you last say to a friend last night?good night
6. When will you want to marry?26?
7.When did u last receive a gift?last day of sch
8. When did you last have an alcoholic drink?never
9. What was your greatest bet ever made?forgot
10. Is all fair in love?no

what are you doing?typing and toking on fone
where did you just went?jp.ur english is veri good:)
who did you meet?hq jieming and colin
what did you feel like doing?sleeping
who was your last love?:)
who do you want to be with till the end?waddayathink?
how many child do you wanna give birth?2
what school are you in?nanhua
who do you love now?family
who do you truly love?family
what is your favourite colour?white, blue
what is your favourite subject?science
what is your favourite number?2,14
when is your birthday?140392
what is your horospoce?pisces
have you really loved someone?YES
what are you wearing?ndp tee and shorts
how many piercing you got?none
where did you pierce before?can u read?
who is your best friend?lots
who do you dote among your meis?lol my sister
who do you dote among your di?lol jieming
who do you dote among your kors?my bro
who do you dote among your jies?i am the jie
who do you dote among your dears?aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!
who do you dote among your PAs?my dad
who do you dote among your MAs?my mum
who do you dote among your sunzi????????????????????????????????
who do you dote among all your friends? loads
what is your favourite song?zhi dui ni you gan jue
what do you wish ?perfect birthday next year in march

01. Eyeliner or mascara?both
02. Disney films or scary films?disney
03. Skirts or jeans?jeans
?04. Socks or leggings?socks
?05. Hoodies or jackets?both
06. Heels or sneakers?sneakers
07. Straight or curly hair?straight
08. Hoop or dangling earrings?no ear hole
09. Side bangs or one lengthed?huh?
10. Your favorite colorwhite blue
11. Victoria's Secret or Bath and Bodyboth
12. Smoothies or lattes?smoothies
13. Diet or regular sodas?regular
.14. Water or daquiris?wadz the seond one
15. Diamonds or pearls?both
16. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsennone
.17. This or That?waddawadda?
18. iPod or cell phone?phone
19. Friends or family?both
20. Manicure or pedicure?pedi
. Love or peace?both
23. Sunglasses or purses?sunglasses

2006-11-11T00:16:00.000+08:00

7 things that scares me:
1. alyssa's eyes 2. alyssa's nose 3.alyssa's mouth4.alyssa's ears5.alyssa's teeth 6alyssa's hair 7.ALYSSA
7 favourite songs:
1.退后 - 周杰倫 2. 只对你有感觉-飞轮海3.我有我的young-飞轮海4.白色风车 - 周杰倫5.牡丹江- 南拳妈妈6. 轨迹-周杰伦7.Breaking Free
7 people i can think of :1. winston!! 2.hann qian 3. alyssa 4.pei xuan 5.bel 6. kj 7.hoong jia
7 things i say most :1.vulgarity 2. i love you 3. i miss you.4. alyssa!!.5. omg6. wo zhi dui ni you gan jue7. jie lun!
7 things i love most :1. my hp2. my family3.tablet4. friends5.dance 6. jon7. wallet

2006-11-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

name 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the following question(s) until you've named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.
1.jie min
2.hann qian
3.alyssa
4.jie ming
5.pei xuan
6.christabel
7.kee jia
8.hoong jia
9.colin
10.jeraldine
11.yanling
12.jeremy
13.jian hui
14.yu nian
15.candice
16.alida
17.yihua
18.siok xin
19.yin cheong
20. zi xiang
How did you meet #14 - yunian dance
What would you do if you didn't meet #1 - jie min, i think my sec 2 life will be darn boring w/o her craps..lol
What if #9 and #20 dated - colin and zi xiang.. wow great
#6 and #17 stead? - christabel and yihua..hmm..les sia
Describe #3 - alyssa..lol i bot her her wristguard :D lol she damn funny de den horh always got dumb expression de..super nice friend :D
Would you ever date #4? -jie ming..hmm.. why not? he owes me flowers..
Would you ever date #1? - jie min? oh we kissed already
is #19 single - yin cheong...yar..
What's #10's last name - jeraldine wee qi mian!!
Would you ever be in a relationship with #11 -yanling long legs..lol hot!!
Which School is #3 in? - alyssa NANHUAHIGH LAH!
Describe #8 - hoong jia.. ever mushy pok..lol nice lah..haha
Where does #6 live ? - bel? yay bangkit..
Describe #7 -kj..smart and pretty and rich and rocks rocks rocks!!
What is your favourite thing about #5 ? - pei xuan..her nose..lol
Have you seen #2 naked? - hann qian!! yar duh..
#12's family members - jeremy..lol grandparents father and mother..lol and brothers
What would you do if #18 confesses to you that he/she likes you - siok xin? haha she will never lah..
What languages does #15 speak - candice ENGLISH AND CHINESE?! HUMAN LANGUAGE?!Who is #9 going out with- colin.. lol me
How old is #16 - alida..14?
When is the last time you spoke to#13? - jian hui..lol long long time ago? this wed bah..
Who is #2's favorite bands/singers- hann qian..elmo!!

2006-10-31T01:05:00.000+08:00

lol holiday le!! weeEE!! sorry for lack of updates lah.. haha last few weeks of school quite slack lorh..lolx everyday assembly de.. lol den all those council planning day -_- students dun take it seriously lah...wat great wall of nanhua..lol u wanna be the construction worker can de lor.. haha primary school tt time also..lol wat wan the principal paint school..lol u help her paint lah!! haha

hmm..this holiday will be quite busy lorh.. haha some big events :D 1st is 210'06 class chalet..lol end le.. haha next to look forward to is 13 14 6P'04 chalet..i think 6p really damn pro lah!! sec 2 le stll keep in touch de lor.. haha all thanks to bel lah!! bel rocks big time :D lol den soong 17 - 24 will be in china :D haha beijing went b4 le..now more looking forward to xi an lah.. haha den soon after tt come back 25 open house..dance and council..sia lah.. haha den soon after tt dec will be dance prac :D wooowooowoo lets all jia you for SYF :D jia you jia you jia you :D lol den after tt have to prepare for sec 3 le..i wan buy new sch u XD lol den after tt next year..another busy year bah..SYF and i think 90th anniversary also lorh.. haha very sad lorh 21 nov sec 4 grad liao i not in sg...wah!! will miss all the dance pple de :D lol hope they come back haha

hmm..got quite a few thoughts nowadays..

thoughts for the day:

i think human is really selfish..u only wanna do well for urself and u will not hesitate to hinder pple down..it is so evil can..i see many examples in my life..really make me very disgusted..human are selfish being..

another thought is tt ya.. human loves to put pple down...for wat? to feel superior..but isnt it pointless? ya eg is like ya u are 161 and say the other person is 160 and u are taller by tt 1 cm lorh..but it is pointeless to go say the other party is shorter den u right? it is just a one cm..not 10 cm? and when u put pple down, wat do u get? so the best thing is when u get put down by pple dun care abt them..they are just feeling inferior.. be optimistic..dun care abt pple :D

one more thing..pple always say they hate pple hu gossips and backstabbers lah..but actually how many of u dare to say u dun gossip or backstab? its pointless...pple gossipe abt others..we only see the bad side of pple..do we even care abt the gd side? eg will be like..hmm.. u are 170 cm and u are 60 kg..but pple will only say u are fat and dun care abt the fact tt u are tall? lol dumb eg..but really..oh ya siian eg..when u score 99 for ur math test, u parents will be like why not 100 when are pple can get it? u see..we only see the bad side...and naturally human being wanna climb higher..if u follow the rule and play it proper..i doubt u can go very high..but with a little bit of backstabbing..u can actually go very far.. so u see?

ooo..pple loves to lie too..210 got typical eg lah..u study for geg alrready? den u will say no den after e exam u willbe like fail le lah.but in e end wat happen? u actually top the class..this is "too modest" le lah..

2006-10-15T01:55:00.000+08:00

lol holiday shuang gan!! i hope it comes faster!! but marking day fun enuff le

wed i pigged at home.. wooots
thursday i went shopping with my mama :D i bot a shoe..quite nice i think haha and den i watched ROB-B-HOOD with my mama!! omg..my mama haven watch movie for 17 years le..lol
fri went sch..sad day..results suck totally..damn dissapointed in my chinese lah..cried when i call my dad..i love my dad so much den sec 4 e last day..winston wrote PHAY a shirt..so sweet of him..haix..think will miss him damn much..and e other him too XD rar!! and played badminton with jeremy and jeraldine.. sorry.. wasnt feeling gd tt day..
sat which is today..pigged till 3 den sorry kj!! haha in e end i went out with my mama again.. haha bugis went shopping..i bot 3 new shirts..and i realised it is all black..haha I AM DEFINITELY GROWING FATTER AND I AM SO SAD :( grr.. lols nvm..den i went to take NEOPRINT with my mum..lols interesting.. my mum is SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPENING..lol
tml sun..pa again..hope it will be fun coz mon gonna be a sad day again coz gonna give out results.. rar!! den soon it will be holiday!! den soon we are going to beijing!! which means soon we are going for shopping!! omg interesting huh? lol

2006-10-09T03:40:00.000+08:00

omg!! fareheit's songs all so nice..though they carn really sing but e songs still nice and e lyrics are meaningful and they are handsome

my all time favourite song :D with hebe de

飞)无解的眼神心像海底针光是猜测我食欲不振有点烦人又有点迷人(h)浪漫没天份反应够迟钝不够谨慎花挑错颜色但很矛盾喜欢你的笨(飞)微笑再美再甜不是你的都不特别(h)眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰又是晴天(飞)靠的再近再贴少了拥抱就算太远(合)全世界只对你有感觉(飞)玩的再疯再野你瞪一眼我就收敛(h)马路再宽再远只要你牵就很安全(飞)我会又乖又黏温柔体贴绝不敷衍(合)我只对你有感觉(飞)体贴却黏人爱哭却温顺有时天真有时很邪恶对你耍狠就是舍不得(h)请吸收养分让脑袋平衡要你现身动作慢吞吞怎么承认我非你不可

so nice!! carn stand it :D

post exam activities?

2006-10-07T01:39:00.000+08:00

EOY IS OVER!! REJOICE!! MUAHAHAHA( b4 e results come out XD)

lol lets see.. a month of no update..breif overview..jie min step on shit and smell like shit on a monday..tuesday dnt i pluck my leg hair wed and the others i forgot le..haha tml pie..went ikea..lol our product damn cute!! lol tml must make more sia.. haha seriouslyy...wat happen?

i am very tired now..shall post when i recall :D

2006-09-07T00:17:00.000+08:00

teachers' day so fun!! pia cab back to zhps den we saw mr er!! haha i gave him balloons which he in turn give to all the little kids..disaster!! they let go and let it flew to the fan there and all teh balloons bao!! argh!! lolx see 25+++ pple go back from 6p damn happy can? 60'04 as united as ever lah!! haha den yu hui they all so tall le..lolx they very funny..they said banana shrinked..haha cute lah den after tt saw jia zhi.. lolx sang the stupid qian li zhi wai song and camwhored!! lolx see so many pple grow so tall..haha zi bei can? den go k box with yck and sang till 7!! wooots!!! but damn ex and i still owe kj money... :'( lolx bleh..teacher's day is a happy day!! haha this is thurs

fri went orchard..quite fun.. eat shopped and my ring ddrop into curry gravy thanks to melvin can? lolx nah..he vey cute lah.. haha den window shopped den we go metro and the guys esp yu nian want a extreme makeover for me..total diao-ness.. aly said i dun look nice px and aly neutral but colin and yunian said i looked good.. whatever lor.. i dun feel confident in them la!! lol prom night we can go shopping!!!

yup sat watched a concert at nus..quite funny...but e deyi one was damn gd..got one damn pro woman.. haha colin wore a super cute shirt.. yunian and jie ming look nice..px wore a dress..aly and hq standard wear skirt..and i am in jeans..haha

melody and wan xuan candid!

the 2 two guy..haha

after we bought our hair band and camwhore in the toilet..lolx

my brother

me...

me and yu nian at nus..imitating **** :D

2006-08-28T00:40:00.000+08:00

this made everyone high in the audi

AND FEATURING.... THE ZILIAN!!!

EVIDENT 1

EVIDENT 2

EVIDENT 3

EVIDENT 4

EVIDENT 5

AND THERE ARE MORE... THIS IS ONLY TAKEN IN A DAY...OMG..OUT OF ALL 12 PICTURES I TOOK WITH MY PHONE..OMG..AND IT IS ALL SO UGLY CAN? OPPS..

2006-08-28T00:13:00.000+08:00

gosh!! how dead can this blog be man? haha
yesterday performed at one sch..the technical and everything sucks and definitely left a bad impression of the school on me..feel tt they are just a bunch of book-smart pple who are so square and dunno how to think outta e box and they are super vulgar too.. using assholes and bitch to scold pple they invited to perform and ask helpers to wash the toilets..how rude can they get man? still so proud when they cannot even do technical stuffs such as playing the correct music at the correct time and using windows media player to play when they spend 10k on the full set of pa system..hur hur..how smart can they get man? inflexible booksmart and stuck up asses..grr..whole performance was a flop i guess..but nvm..it is all over
yup..cant really remember wat happen over the week but remembered a lot of pple cried.over lots of things..teasing, results and stuffs lah..haix..such an uneventful week..yup din go jamiya home with class pple..hope it will be as fun with 212 pple bah:D heard tt cheryl and jwee cried coz they carn understand other pple and stuffs lah..haiya..chill lah!! lolx
the self awareness talk really sucks lah..really din get anyting into my head can? is like playing with fones, talking and singing thruout..damn fun lah..waste time lor! haha wed went to tt school to rehearse and den actually the whole reahearsal on wed and fri left quite a gd impresssion on me lah..is the performance day lor.. lolx seriously carn remember anything..suddenly the whole class studying..and i flunk my lit...haix...stress lah!! argh!! yup..holiday is coming..lookiing forward to the theme park trip and ya..YCK!! lets go out!!! LOL

2006-08-08T15:56:00.000+08:00

omg..tml is ndp le..come to think of it..ndp is really fun lah..i think i will miss it like hell loads..yup..lets just look forward to syf bah..bleh~
nowadays eat hell loads..2 days ago ate 5 mars bars ok.. shit lah..den after tt go sleep..no execercise at all..fats~!!! argh!! lolx today is ndp celebration..quite lame also..not really fun..after tt go pizza hut..they were talking in codes..how i wish i did not understand anything..kinda hurting anyway..wasnt in good mood today..went home leo sms me..wooots!! he so cute de can? lolx den monday got ndp..had loads of fun singing funny songs and playing around..and den sunday was tiring can??? 5.30 wake up go perform den after tt go to IMM den after tt bot a clip den go pa..super sianz..den dance koonhui's dance.. lolx quite fun lah..den after tt go mac eat den go home..argh!! mac again..monday ate kfc tuesday eat pizza hut..shit lah!! saturday..ndp rehearsal..some unhappy things happen during ji he..wtf-_- den thursday got miss tan dance..so long dun ahve le.. haha den wed got dance..lian gu and stuffs..woots! tuesday got stupid things happen..dun wish to elaborate..poof!! my mum arrange tuittion for me!! die le!! bleh~

2006-07-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

haix...sianz...nowsdays school life damn boring..tests tests and more tests..everyone studying except me..still carn get e motivation rising leh..somemore pbl..think after ndp i go tuition and force myself study le.. haha wat happen for this week? yup..monday after school went to candice de birthday..saw colin at central..he pei-ed me.. and ya... saw alida they all!! so touched and happy...very long nv see them le..I MISS THEM SOOOOO MUCH!! all of them changed a lot..ya.. den tuesday took funny pix of lek kee..she quite pissed with me lah.. haha den went to alyssa house get blur blur de thing den go back nanhua...after tt go home.. no moeny go mac this week.. haha den wednesday..forgot dance attire..super sian diao..lucky wan ting come to my rescue..she nv come school den afternoon den come den borrow from her..wooooots!! lolx den also nv go mac..went home..no money..haix...den thursday stayed back to do things..quite sad also.. den after tt stone in the canteen..got e secret garden album..super nice..wa..and clara sent me loads of songs.. haha den after tt she go..jie ming they all come down..after tt colin running away..den after tt go home..sense a war coming..bleh... friday..dance..b4 tt got intereview or wateva shit..also nv interview anthing de..lolx den got dance..lian ji ben gong..quite sianz.. haha den after tt stay in school...sit on e monkey barr..dinno how to come down also.. haha den raining..walked in e rain.. den after tt go home..no money also..so din go mac..quarreled with jon on e bus..tt idiot insist tt he prettier..stupid pple.. haha den sat..went late to meet jie ming they all..dad dun really approve..must eat le den go...but got pple later den me so nvm..reach sch..change den go stadium..bus no seat so sit on floor...wasnt very high...den reach stadium..was quite high..till i talked to colin..stupid guy make me cry..and ya miss wang call me..all of e sudden quite shock..she need my help go find a guy from 107 to get tix but tt dumb guy dunno go where make me run around e stadium found him he say nv bring..dun wanan disappoint miss wang go i run around ask pple for tix den yay!! shi ping have.. haha good good..give her..ya den go perform le..den nth much..talked to px den come back school..yup..wang say performance was gd!! yay!! thx for reading my boring life..oooooo..did i mention i saw MISS CHIAN!!! OMG I MISS HER LIKE HELL LOADS TOO!!

SOMETIMES, I THINK U SHLD NOT TAKE ME FOR GRANTED...

2006-07-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

dead blog..haha so long nv post.. very busy nowadays..homework, projects, dance, performance..keep coming up and a lot of things happen in school nowadays..the main thing io remembered is running away and the heartbreaking thing.. dun really wish to elaborate much..nowadays a lot of things happen..pbl is so lame...din really learn or remember anything lah...the problems all so freaking hard to solve..lolx waste time can?? i rather do the old textbook way lah..bleh..go mac jian hui colin and me keep di-siaoing pple.. haha mean pple..took a lot of zi lian pictures lorh..spam pple fone..i think i got the si aun disease.. haha funny...dreamweaver haven do..www.ahgogogo.blogspot.com nice one lah..ndp rehearsal and ne show was ok i guess...love bel and kj so much..you jie, shao hua and mop also.. lolx banana also..come and support us :D miss them loads..so busy tt i cannot go out with yck..haven celebrate bd lorh..candice and alida bd also coming...haven get presents sia...pui..i am such a bad person..pa performance was disaster lorh..raining..in e end nv zou gao qiao..so retarded tow alk around with qi in our hand when it is raining...finale wasnt really high too..cried a few times...coz of different things...different issues...suddenly so many things are happening...dl so many old old jay song and wilbur songs..xue tian shi also..so nice de can???!! high school musical...haven find source to watch..stupid tv, no disney channel also..bleh~ my dad came back from overseas and my fone bill super jia lat...60 buck..damn scare my dad cut oof my line sia...how can i survive with high card man..pui~nowadays got more dance practices...but i wan a dewcent one..tt time forget got dance nv bring attire..so idiotic can? must put extra set in locker le..locker so full now.. lolx quite sad coz pple say colin more chio den me...stupid guy..so chio for wat? he suppose to be shuai de can??grr..jian hui ver funny..shall not say much...growing fatter, becoming poorer...keep eating fast food nowadays..jia lat lah.. haha ndp was typical..go indoor stadium, put make up, slack, eat den perform go home..quite late end though.. haha but fun lah.. lolx next time den post all the spastic pictures..kai wen got ghostly pitures of me also.. haha nowadays keep going to library... watch pirates of carribean dead man chest.. hahaquite funny also...esp coling and wei cong description..px missed the ending... haha funny..nowadays quite a lot of disputes...mood swing quite bad also...bleh..so many test coming up also..wonder wat is happening to my life lorh..boo~ i posted...quite a long post...but crappy and random..sorry if it bores u out...

2006-06-30T20:54:00.000+08:00

JIA YOU FOR SYF TOMORROW!!! DO YOUR BEST AND DO NANHUA PROUD!!!

2006-06-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

what is jie min doing on my bed!!!! argh!!!
seldom px take picture sia!!

father and daughter feeling..dunno why when alyssa returns :D

si aun zi lian!!! urinal in the gals toilet

titanic!! wooo

we miss hq!!

PHAY :)

yay!! nhds rocks :D me and kj after class gathering

summary :D

booo..i wanna qian fan...stupid.. i hate competitive pple.. happy birthday christabel and kee jia :D i love mac gang, nice pple. i need money, toa payoh performance, thanks for supporting. pa got new mat and tramp. time to collect back costumes..haven claim money from lao shi. i love jolin new album. ndp is tiring. dance camp wasnt as fun as last year. council meeting is funny esp with si aun around. took neos with council pple..hoho filming is so stressful. yesterday media briefing so funny..tiao bei with jian hui and stupid colin got fans.. haha shall defame him later.. and roy is my lao gong and hann qian STOP STEALING MY LAO GONG!!! lolx i love yihua. sentosa trip today funny. px owe me one buck. opps. and i owe jeradine 3 buck. tml got ndp. i wanna go library. so stressful. my sister is disgusting.hq was on tv. they stayed overnight at alyssa house and i cannot...stupidi wanna cheer up. tap dancing so cute. phay day is coming. school going to reopen. i haven finish homework. she now bsing everyone. afraid of de zuing her...diao.i getting more and more zi lian. hq bcum super sot after she come back. i am indecisive. class gathering super lame but glad tt got pple initiate a class gathering..hope we can keep in touch. i dun wan art lesson. i wanna resume piano. dance so busy. lao shi so angry. ya..i think tts all lah..cannot really remember anything...lalala wats up on july 4th? haha dunno leh..other den phay day.. coz there is a popular search in friendster.. haha and sorry for the messy caption..shall edit next time :D

and..never ever pity urself...there are more pathepic pple out there..be optimistic...

2006-06-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

basically i did a summary of wat happen during the outing..lolx and i go kai wen blog see and realise...WOW!!! SO MANY PICTURES OF ME!!oh man..i must had been damn zi lian..lolx...shall post some here and some in phay blog.. lolx i noe i look retarded... bleh :)

2006-06-09T14:41:00.000+08:00

today i have the intention to post happy things in my blog but it turns out to be a sucky day..maybe i shouldnt even care at all...

yes...the class tee saga...i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo wronged for goodness sake...jun neng was like defaming me lah...i mean he made my innocent post become to be sooooooo filled of motive...i din intend tt..he reads too much into my post already... somemore he dunno anything and now he say anything based on the super limited things and outdated things he noes and defame me..idiotic...yesterday i got scolded again...life sucks...

2006-05-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

let me tell you this..i have a family that sucks!!!
my father...forever picking on me...it is like my hp bill nv bao he nv remember.. my hp bill bao den he remember it for an eternity...so sickening...this is just one example can? dun wish to elaborate
my brother... not helpful at all..not at all..forever bullying pple
my mother..loves to add fuel to the fire..when my dad is picking on me..she will go talk all the shit crap tt is not e fact at all..den my father will scold me more..after my father scold, she will have somemore sacarstic remarks to add..irritating
my sister..forever eavesdropping on me when i am chatting..reading my messages w/o permission and doing stupid things like wanting to wear my shirt when it is obviously too big for her...wtf

i cannot stand it anymore...holiday..1st day..suppose to be quite rock..pa yesterday..gao zi bi-ed e whole journey home..i am very sad... the other pple down there playing and laughing insensitive...

yup... reached home den quite happy coz daddy din scold..but still very sad..cried when i sleep..standard lah...wake up at 10 the next morning..got up..tried to do homework..could not focus...wth..went out with mama..to bugis.. ya shop lorh..bought a jeans for my bro and me..and 3 watches..say i rock..met shao hua on the lrt and bel at bugis..so qiao :D ya..after tt my aunt come join us..by then we from bugis walk to city hall raffles city and walk to city link and den sun tec...nice one lah.. ya

my dad came to join us for dinner..went to eat jap food..hmm...mama mia..heavenly :D lolx after tt aunt left...psyco my dad to buy me new fone..almost got it..but the shop does not have the colour tt i want..so forget it... din buy..went home..

ate somemore..piggy me..XD think i will be 100 kg when school reopens..holiday= eating and there is not much dance practise..stupid man tou biscuit...bleh.. den after tt go bathe..after tt talk to wah tuck on e fone halfway...tot my bro wanna help me with my pc suite...turn out cannot..stupid..wate my time so i play com lorh..den wah tuck call again..talk and play com at the same time..stupid..got scolded...coz my dad my mum and my sis are talking to me at e samw time when i am talkiong to wah tuck when he got impt stuffs to tell me...wow...how busy is that...

roar!! my mum was asking me to eat i shook my head..my sister was irritating me by asking hu is the one in my neoprints and stuffs..my dad was asking me to stop talking...and he once agian..pick on me and started saying my fone bills and stuffs and wat today stll wanna say get new fone when i behave so badly...i say i very guai le..i complete my math exercise...he was like..if u are really guai i can see..nobody says that they are guai...rar!! retarded lorh!! bleh~

out of desperate...i hung up..by then my mum went outta the room... my sis went to sleep..my dad went to the other room...bleh..stupid timing..how come they so united do things at the same time de? lalala... ya den now i blogging lorh!! stupid stupid day

i really want my dad to read this post lorh!! it is like forever he reach home he wiill pick on me...always contridicting on himself...

1) he say sms is a waste of money so i din sms..i talk on e fone instead..and he forbids that..
2) he always say i reach home late and when i reach home early he will be sarcastic
3) he ask me to buy more formal clothes but when i ask for moeny to shop he say waste money
4) he thinks i am a bad gal coz my result isnt gd..but the thing is i got study!! he just din see it..coz i reach home late..he already prejaudice against me le lorh..so no matter wat i do iwill still be a bad gal..even reaching home early
5) he claims tt i did not study and when is saw me studying he say i acting in front of him
6)and today he use my lappy and say it is a waste of money to change my ram coz it is still so lag..i mean is he suay lorh...i use not lag...my bro use not lag..today hw use den lag..u noe why? coz he did not wait for the whole desktop to start up b4 using..of cuz lag lah... how i wish he can use alyssa tablet and realise how heavenly my talbet is...diaoz...
7)he say my lappy lag coz got a lot of rubbish...i mean it is like please..my com only have 1000photos tt all..no other programme..no nothing..i even uninstall my maple...stupid

whateever lah..all in all my dad is just bs me..coz my result sucks...if i top the class..it would be a whole new different story...bleh~ i guess i just have to work hard...may god bless.. i really want to study but there is too little time..to much to do.. to many distractions...stupid... i think i just give up bah pointless since watever i do now wont appeal to him anymore...bleh~ I SUCK!!!

2006-05-26T16:53:00.000+08:00

hmm..i think si aun blog is sooooooo entertaining lor!! lolx i must learn to blog like him.. lolx copy cat...

today ptc..sian lah..this teacher normally treat me so gd actually back stab me lorh...stupid... shall shuddup during ur lesson and stop giving comments..hehe ndp..shoes so wet!! my legs like suffocating lidat lorh..anytime also will bao lidat...the feeling so eeyer lah..take off my shoe in e hall..wa..that feeling is like... SHUANG DAOOOOOOOOO!!! omg lah!! lolx den ya nth much happen..ptc..my dad just keep nagging me for my result and even wants me to quit dance lah!! wa lao..how many times must i tell him NDP is compulsory and is not under dance!! is under e school!! he thinks everything is dance dance dance lah!! wa lao..cannot stand it..den just now got fone i go answer..got this person say may i speak to sim cheng song so i gave e fone to my dad and went back den after tt he come into my room and say: u very stupid leh, the fone is not looking for me lorh i also dun understand wat she says..

wa lao!! this is my faulit also ar? the person say wanna talk to u ma..so i give u e fone lorh..u dun understand also blame me ar? this is e worse thing lah! i am alone at home with my dad..shit lah... haix..now i dread going home lorh!! it is like i go home early he will suan me say wat wahhhh so early reach home den i reach home at 8 he will scold me say i reach home late..i mean dance end at 6.30? we fool around den 7 liao...den go mac sit down a while den go home le..8 is a very reasonable time considering where i live lorh..wa lao..how come he just cannot be supportive of wat i do?? why why why???!!!alyssa mother would not even mind fetching her home from winston house lah..i call him ask if he fetching he say i dun wan to fetch leh, wat u wan? den i say ok leh i go home myself den he was like hang up...den i reach home at 11.30..my fault again ar? if he fetch me i think i 10.30 reach home le lor..ask him to fetch he dun wan..when i dun wan him to fetch he will drive to e school to fetch me...argh!!! i saturday tuition he also tot i go for dance...i sunday got pa...so got dance..monday i go home early he say woah! tuesday got tea appreciation he say got dance again..wed got dance he say go home late, thursday got remedial(however i ponned) he say got dance again..wa lao! everything i do is dance meh? i study he say act only, i nv study he say i lazy no wonder result so bad...and i go home late everyday cpz of dance...study also no need to study in front of him de right? he nv see my do den he think tt i nv do..wa lao..say i nv do housework..i fold my own clothes and clear my table lorh..gd enuff le lor..my siblings dun even do tt..i got 16.5/20 for math(which is a great great great improvement coz i have been failing my math) he say so lousy...wa lao!! wats his problem lorh?? like to find fault with me...so have he ever wonder why i rahter satay in school instead of going home? i go home he either scold or suan or find fault with me..wa lao lah!! i rather he go back to china again..haix...enough of this stupid thing lah..bleh..

back to e point..after ptc mac gang stay in school till 12.30 den after tt go je..eat...as i got no money, i have to resort to listening to music and gao zi bi b4 i kop pples' food..hehe tanglin was performing ketchup and mass dance and spanish if i am not wrong..lolx den after tt went to took neos..9 pple squeeze into the machine is damn fun lah!!!! the camera not big eunff..but at least got 1 all inside and not blocked by pther pple..haha hope the mac gang can scan it in e com lorh..hehe we rock lah..went home after tt...read my book and daddy was like waoh!! jiang yong gong ar? wa lao.. den i play com now he was like stop playing the com lah...eeyer...see!! finding bone in the egg lah... shit him lah...grr...

holiday schedule quite tight...haix... no free day...but at least can arrange sometime to go out lah..hehe 6p gathering and the mac gang gathering..lolx..btw.. TANK SONGS ARE SOOO NICE!!
hehe another recommendation.instead of watching hard gay, go and watch ms swan..damn damn damn damn damn funny!! lolx ms swan looks like fong!! wooo~

yesterday mass ponned sashimi lesson...fun!! hehe collected council tee!! blue colour..wore it..went for dance..nice seniors bought sec 1 hello panda..hehe den woon ting's bd lah...sang her bd song den after tt pt den ran with them did some scolding den go le... go mac as susual but i left early...bleh~ and ya wed got dance...haha after ndp we guoed san guan lah..den no more liao... hehe den tuesday got tea appreciation..the ba zang sooooooooooooooooooooo nicelah!! i bot 2 more :D lolx so ex lah!! hehe den made tea..nice one lah..oooo e cream puff also nice :D lolx wat else? sang in the bus!! wooo~ den monday also nth much happen bah...got quite a few free period.. lolx overview of this week...SCOLDING SCOLDING AND MORE SCOLDINGS FROM MY DAD...haix..saturday went to winston's party..went to e steam room... lolx fun fun... sweat so much... lolx.. went in so many times... lolx.. very fun..gao zi bi for a while...play in the pool..stupid yi hang and hoong jia..made me soo wet lah!! lolx hann bin is disgusting...den saw a shuai ge.. lolx... hmm... b4 that went to west coast.. play b4 tt gave cousing tuition..b4 tt i go tuition, b4 tt i go school..nice right?? so bz..ya den sunday pa lah...ya nth much lah...hmmm..tts all bah..this is a veyr long post..hope it does not bore u out or wat..hehe

2006-05-18T19:52:00.000+08:00

hard gay...YOUFOOOOO!!! lolx hard gay so damn funny!! though i dun understand wat is it abt but the hard gay actions are funny enuff le lah.. lolx

shall post pictures and update a bit..it has been a long time since i updated... lolx shall choose those nice nice pictures to post :D lolx

today i took bus home and overslept, miss the stop and go straight to marsiling..piang lorh... it is the expressway so no bus..msut take till the interchange..den i took the mrt back..2hrs b4 i reach home lah..so cool right? haha

today NDP quite slack lah..though lost my temper a bit coz some pple really ar...dun wanna comment le lah.. lolx den colin go see alyssa de armpit hair..omg lah!!! make me luff like shit.. ya and zhi peng is a loser..even alyssa more qiang den u lah!! lolx chatted with de zhan,..he very cute and we down there comparing hu class is more di-siao.. lolx of cuz 210 won :D we will win every thing.. ya den after tt got assembly..got scolded by indian buscuit for talking to colin zhi wei and yanling they all..bloody lah..i got stop them from talking lorh..wthXD lolx outta point..after school went to watch soccer lah...204 vs dunno wat class..lolx hopefully 204 win..cozkenny played for them :D beng lin so shuai :D lolx and erm ya...will ask kenny for the score later..kenny is a nice person to sms to :D lolx hmm..went home at 4..lolx

yesterday finally got one DECENT DANCE PRACTICE!! finally we can do warm up and guo san guan and played a little games b4 we pai e syf opening thing... after so long lah..miss tan say i am old already..coz not as flex as b4..hmm.. lolx my dnt project borke..and mr tan made jia xin project broke too...after dance me and alyssa went up to christine block to the 25 storey!! the scenery was omg de super nice!! all the cars look like lego bricks :D so cute XD den went KFC to meet the rest..wow..it was a long time since i saw si aun they all..speaking of si aun..his blog song is super nice lah.. lolx see i so nice..help me publicise..and his com ok le!! so funny posts coming!! lolx

and tuesday got sashimi lesson..as usual ponned a while b4 coming back lah..sashimi tried to scold me but to no avail..coz i did all my work :D perfectly done..so though i dun listen in class she also cannot do anything...lolx they come up with funny names...pineapple ong lai :D lolxgeog tt time went for this pledge thing..so dumb..go there say pledge and pple film u taking the pledge.. lolx..den afgter school go see sec1 extra practice..i was quite poorly plan and not all pple are inform..hope they can do it better next time :D the sec 1 are really enthu :D lolx after ttwent mac i think..ya den went home..mac gang as usual..but lesser pple going le..hmm...

monday..wat did i do? nth i guess..went home early..and my mum was like..WOW!! YOU ARE EARLY!!diaoness...

2006-05-13T00:57:00.000+08:00

ya..today is vesak day..let me brief u

i woke up exactly at 12 today..nice one.. had potato chips for breakfast and lunch...

went to bathe and at 2 oclock went to the temple with my mother to pray

my sister went jogging with her friends and my brother refuse to go

after squeezing there for like erm 1 hour? i left there with my mother and me and my mum proceed to ikea to buy some housewarming presents for her friend... shopped for very long..bought chocolate :D lolx sinful~

den at abt 5 went to queensway and see some sports shoe and shirts..bought some shirts and pants..nice and burn a hole in my mother's pocket..opps* lolx

shun bian check out the jersy and the price and stuffs lah :D details in class blog :D lalala

den after tt went to this hawker to buy katong laksa and also some char siew rice and duck rice

den go home..reach home at 7 my bro cooked magee mee to sastify his hunger

he was like shit larh..i just put in 2 magee mee den u all come back..

lolx i was like nvm i help u finish ur food :D

he was like nvm i can finish it on my own..u noe ur gor gor :D

so i was munching on my laksa and b4 i noe it, my bro finish his 2 magee mee and proceed to eat his duck rice..and he was kopping my laksa...sickening..why he eat so much and wont grow fat de..hmph* i wan his genes lorh.. ya finally and sastifying dinner for so long..eating porridge and mac everyday..also sianz liao..lolx finally got some decent food to eat..

tml got tuition..sianzation

sunday got dance..hope it will be fun.. haix...

2006-05-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

yup..bio lessons are fun!!! sexuality education abt masturbation..not much thing actually..just hope tt petting would be more fun!! lolx bleh~ bio fun lah...learn abt funny things..but see those penis with pus also very disgusting lah..watch until i almost died...soo disgusting can???!!!?!?!! lolx and erm.. ya ndp today..very sianz mood somemore knee cap pain cannot run..bleh~ wateva lah...den go home...monday more fun lah!! coz got napfa as usual, dance pple pia mac again.. lolx i got scam!! my sbj B..4 cm more to A and incline 1 more to A..coz i tot no more itme le so i just sat down.. lolx stupid and i got like 10 sec more to do 1 more to get a lah..bleh bleh bleh..sit and reach was FANSTASTIC!! i got a whoopy 53cm!! lolx valerie treat us to ice lemon tea..hehe mrs cheng~ nice nice teacher but leaving this june lah..so sad..i already miss sunbear so much le now have to miss mother sunbear... lolx lame..tuesday got bio remedial and as usual mrs ong tells us her experience of giving birth..i love her bio lesson den after tt zhi peng hann qian yan liing jie min xiao tian jonathan chi ho went to central and split up..zhipeng hann qian yan ling jie min and me went to mac to wait for those 201 to 204 dancers..hehe they went for tea appreciation or something.. lolx den stay there for 2 hrs? hoong jia cracked so much jokes and we talked abt 6p life...so funny!! lolx den go home le..ya.. nowadays growing fatter le lah..everyday go mac eat mac eat ice cream..fei si wo..i think soon i will reach like 50kg? hmm...

today is a more depressing day...got back history..flunk it...math...flunk it.. art just pass bio also.. den chinese got 75...best subject le...but ar..stillv ery hopeless leh..haix...so many pple cry...i cheer some of them up...not really cheer...console them..dunno if i did a good job a not..ndp tt time i was sooooo sleepy and i dunno why i jsut feel like crying..and alyssa lsot her tablet and she not at all worried can? wonder hu is the idiot hu stole it..her tablet soooooooooooo lag can???!!! lolx i bet the person will throw it away..it will take like half and hour to start up complete and 1 min to load a programme u wanna start...so lag de.. lolx alyssa got great patience.. ya den today the dance guys soooo ncie!! they help px carry her bag and stuffs and we took bus to central and went home!! weeeeeeeee~ today is colin and kero 1 month!!! wooo~ so exciting! lolx shall congrats them later.. hehe i updated!! finally!!

oh and sat was polling day me and jeremy went to k box!! and sing!! wooo~ we rock!! duet rocks!! wee and yihua came late..lolx den we went to take neos and fool around in kfc taking candid shots of yi hua...lolx den go west coast park..for more details go yihua blog or something to check it out..lolx and it is yihua 1st time drinking coconut juice!!! haha so cute lah.. lolx and wat else did we do? lolx play around at west coast den went home.. lolx den sunday go pa..nth much happen...my ass hurts... lolx and ya...tts all lah...

2006-05-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

lolx hello again!! teachers are checking our blog so better not post rubbish anymore.. lolx days are getting lousier... always getting into trouble with that teacher lah..wth lorh..but nvm...i shall be nice :D lolx wed ndp very fun!!! in the muddy field and see everyone expression..lolx very cute de..argh!! my shoe!! all brown..da sam say cannot take off shoe but my feet so soggy..so must learn smart... bring extra shoe and socks tml pple!! lolx lalala and ya today went to studio observe the sec 1..frankly speaking they are much more well behaved than we were.. lolx very good the sec 1 keep it up :D lolx i noe u all are reading my blog!! and it is scary to noe tt nowsdays teachers read ur blog..i noe chowy reads..lolx he tagged b4!! lolx and erm ya the sec 1 are quite resourceful..they found my url lorh..not bad not bad.. continue reading it..and TAG!!! my tag are like so miserable.. 2 tags per week and i realise a lot of pple are reading...stupid lah..lolx my tag-board is disgusting.. lolx i just carn resize it to the right size so just bear with it for a while..i will find a solution to that...biology lesson today was gross... all the disgusting pictures..i think i would rather go watch porn..looking forward to sexuality education!! the topics sounded so interesting.. lolx ton ton blog fot high readership man.. lolx okies..outta point.. lolx basically thats all lah.. and solo king is a nice person!! lolx he ran all the way back to class and canteen jsut to return me my dance tee :D nicely washed too..just some blue colour stain that i dunno wat izzit.. yup.. kai wen blog got nice pictures!! shall ask him to take more picture of ego yueli XD

oooo today video journalism rocks..wat joel said was soooo true can? yup... but his remark abt jason was a bit erm.. lolx xiao tian so gay lah.. lolx and hann qian so shy de... i think joel really rocks big time..he noe so much things de lorh.. lolx i love video journalism...

today very stress..after go mac reach home at abt 8.30..den bathe and stuffs.. 9 le..helped my sister with ehr math..woah!! very long nv do le..my mind seems kinda rusty..those kinda stupid problem sums which can be solved sooo easliy killed half of my brain cells...helped my father with some admin work and my brother with his dunno wat thing lah.. ya that left me with a little bit of time to do bio and i think i lost the worksheet..opps!! shall go find it in school.. ya so late le...and i ahven study for math test tml..just hope i can pass lah..time is not enough and i wanna run 2.4 again tml..i wanna hit a lower timing.. lolx :D and kenny rocks big time :D lolx humourous guy.. lolx dunno wat picture to post to make my blog intersting.. lolx

and PLEASE TAG PPLE!!!

ooo...and did i mention tt mdm chia has a high possibility of noeing my dad...argh!!! die die le.. haix..

2006-04-29T21:20:00.000+08:00

basically..i posted wat happened the past few days in phay blog..coz it is dying..really dying...speech day and today... ya and i am trying to get someone to help me scan pictures...took too much neos today le :D lolx

hmm...monday..nth much happen i think...tuesday i think nth happen also...wednesday got dance..ndp practices...raining..but quite fun i think... but really carn remember anything le...thursday speech day rehearsal..damn fun lah!! lolx but also cannot remember anything... just noe tt we went mac and as usual...lolx den go home le lorh..bleh..my life is getting boring..theres nth to blog abt... lalala

2006-04-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

ya...has loads of things to say but kinda forget le bah...but i remember sports day is sooooo rock!! weeeeeeeee 200m yi hua got 1st!!! won ge yi's timing also i guess... ya 400m cheryl did her best :D well done!!! lalala den 800m 1500m we all all get 1st!! yl and wee rocks big time!! 100m dash..dunno lah//only noe alyssa did quite well :D woooots!!! den e guys...wasnt really paying attention but they are real gd man..theor 4x100 cannot remember lah.. 4x400 their timing thrash 204 by 13 secs!!! woooots!! we rock!! lolx...4x400 gals also very gd...5min 20 sec... even 211 lose...jupo run so fast!! woooots!! 4x100m...dunno get wat but got get into finals..must jia you!! high jump we both boy gal champ...so rock!!! lolx..hope we can get the champion class this year...

today the thais came to our school and i made the announcement...they all say i sounded very fake...of cuz lah...how can sound like ur normal self when the whole school is listening to u ma...must talk more formal...lolx den got the very chio gal call karima...all of us are in love with her..but she very shy..coz we keep wanna take her pictures...for nanhua pple...quite a no. of pple say she look like dan tong...for zhenghua pple.. i think she looks like ting yan :D chiobu!! weeeeeeeee~ overall quite a fun day today :D

yesterday pa was a disaster..shld be quite long nv qian fan la...totally lost the feeling..cannot even land properly and my muscle ache...lolx but today try on mat can leh.. haha must jia you :Dbot pressies at bugis...den shop around den went home..b4 pa went ikea...damn fun..making stupid comments...lolx alyssa spike her hair :D lolx

hmm..carn recalla nything already..my brain is rotting away...

2006-04-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

yup..basically this week i guess rock big time... yup! monday went to support the heats...204 almost got disqualified.. oh man. their relay runners are FAST!! DAMN FAST!! they got 54 sec for 4x100 i think..den 4x400 they got less den 5 min izzit? carn remember...210 did well too...for the 4x400 relay...212 lag us by 30 whole seconds i think..30!! isnt tt cool? and yanling got 1st in 800m jeraldine got 1st in 1500m hann qian got 1st in high jump kenny got 1st in high jump..and i think we will get 1st for our gals 4x400 relay too...yan ling almost break school record for the 800m run..same timing...but she older...by 3 months? haix... lolx we were late in going to e stadium...lolx we almost ponned the meeting..ccr...lolx miss wang is very supportive of 204..she came to support.. haha den eat with kfc with 204 pple..i extra go so can go home wif kiwi afterwards.. lolx tuesday..carn remember.. only noe tt we shared some xin shi wif mr tan...lolx den wednesday..dance day!! fun fun fun...i think i can qian fan le bah...suppose..need more practises and must continue..i love jan!!! lolx...and erm.. ya try to zhan jian bang..winston de sooooooooooooo rock!!!! chao stable can???????oh man lorh and hann bin suck...lolx newbie lah..cannot blame... haha den very soon dance end le..very fast.. ya took spastic pictures like taking pictures of your fats? haha ya den went to watch the concert...were late...phay and yu nian and jioan hui and colin and hann bin and kee lui and wei hong and claudine went i think and jeslyn and cheri...oh man..this is the memorable moment lah!! we were late...haha pia cab...stupid jian hui con me lorh.. lolx comparing whos hand colder.. haha den reach there..2nd cab to reach...lolx and den late..have to wait for interval..see den's galfriend or however u spell his name..quite chio..call emily..her birthday..lolx i remember i remember how u used to call me sweet heart and dunno wat baby cake in bed? haha dunno lah..nice performance..their ji ben gong all very gd... den 11 pple started to squeeze into colin's 7 seater car..nice one man...px me yu nian and jian hui make ourselves comfortable behind den claudine hann bin jeslyn cheri hann qian sit in front.. haha..interesting man... ya all drop off at clementi...nice yu nian and colin peied me till my mother come..den yu nian so tired and colin got so many things to do..so wei da of them... lolx den alyssa went home wif kee lui and wei hong..she alst to get down the train... haha interesting one...actually she feng diao when itell her colin mum drop us off at clementi and after tt my mother can actually fetch her to her house coz shun lu...haha she feng diao lorh...lolx den today..have heated debate wif ccr...lolx den go to mr foo office tan pan... haha nice one...i ask him if he can gimme e hong ma yi e ending pose picture den he say can den gimme..somemore sign behind say.. yueli tong xue(gong zhu) den his greetings and stuffs... lolx den sign off...sweet mr foo... haha den went for video journalism class...the person super farnie... haha den assembly..dunno why today so strict..den they say check hp...den i stun diao immdiately hide hp into pencil box... lolx den attire check and stuffs..nth much but like suddenly very strict lidat... ya den today session is sabo-ing session...lolx talk to ccr abt the thailand thing...lolx den after tt go support pple running... ya we see high jump halfway run to nus high to watch the heats...yan ling win by 100m ++ can? almost break school record..if she is 1 second faster or if she is younger...lolx den come back..hq and deborah get into the finals... lolx den go hall...jump jump jump... hq won!! weeeeeeeeeee!! den ya...the guys turn...ryan soooooooooooooooooooooo farnie!! oh man lorh..all of us carn stop luffing... lolx den left kenny with a sec 1 boi..he damn qiang lah...but kenny still won!!! weeeeeeeee!!! den we went to play pepsi cola... haha fun fun...i keep dying...den piano session a while left school go mac...lolx den went home :D this week is such an interesting week..hope tml can be better... :Dance... haha oh ya!! colin attempt to untie alyssa hottle... lolx interesting and i lost my voice thru all the cheering and shouting... haha

2006-04-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

today dance is fun!!! actually when mr low say change position i high until bao zha but in the end is change the class de only -_- yup...and hmm...we play bumper car(pple) we piggy back each other and bump and bump and bump...lolx i piggy limin...haha jian hui and cheryl clara with hoong jia colin with hann qian and pei xuan with hann bin and i dunno already...i think zhi peng with melvin also.. haha den da sam come scold us...lolx but it din affect our mood...next we went up..eat biscuit..den behind the glass door there we down there piggy and take pictures... haha same partner just tt mine change to alyssa..she baby lift me hoong jia aeroplane me..as yu nian got no more strenght he failed to let me sit on his shoulder..bleh...took loads of pictures...haha and den tt is the only fun part...mr low teach new dance..i dnno how to tiao...dne dance end le...nth much..fool around in school for a while den go home le...lolx fun fun...but b4 dance was kinda moody..and i am thinking a lot now...argh!!! stupid me!!! oo..check out ykwphotos.blogspot.com... the special photos is a waste of time...look at plants only..lolx kw is turning into an environmentalist.. haha

2006-04-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

yup...currently engaging in the world of self pitiness...so stupid..i am getting upset at small little things that you wont even care...haix... i feel stupid..but nevertheless i dun care..in fact i am crying now..just talked to alyssa...stupid..i thinking till very detail things..normally it doesnt affect me but when i try to recall, it affects me a lot..little actions u do everything speaks a lot...haix...let me continue crying..it is not everytime i can do this...bleh...

2006-03-29T22:00:00.000+08:00

we drew this during chinese lesson :D

oh and me and yan ling bought new school skirts and we look like nuns.... haha dun we look like e typical sec 1s? lolx... interesting blog

2006-03-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

ooo i took like hell loads of pictures today lah.. haha ...yup..yesterday went bugis to shop and bought a lot of things...a pair of shoe, a pant and a shirt...sugar and spice...hay bought the same shirt lah..jsut tt thiers is angel and devil..sti;ll got pure slut and diva bitch..so cool right? do u noe how to make all this words mirror image to each other? dunno right? lolx

2006-03-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

ya..the pics are my birthday pressie..lolx and e one i am in white spec. lolx notice e bra and g-string..haha horny pple..mochies, wei che and siok xin.. haha farnie...yup..i am lazy to type the caption so just anyhow type shit lah... lolx and ya those belated ones i ahven take pic..thanks to all the sec 2 gals..muackxx!! lolx..i love the cushion and i am hugging it right now :D lolx
bleh..i hate to be outcasted, you won't understand..fuck it..

2006-03-25T17:19:00.000+08:00

2006-03-25T17:03:00.000+08:00

forgt wat happen for the week le..how? lolx afer my bd den i went to jie min house do project and paied a lame mtv... den next day went to school for studio cleaning..fun..the hair thing is very funny..got ants de...den got strands of hair!! disgusting.. after tt did project again...kj come my school..went central to meet her.. den bring her..smuggle her in from side gate but sway sway meet ls... ask her go out take visitor pass den still kopped her mango card coz she fake she no ez link...fun fun..they had fin talking bah i suppose..kj act noob..pretend dunno piano lorh.. haha den go home...den friday is leadership...came up with a cheer using the pokemon tune coz our group is unicorn...easy lah..din win anything..den start to gossip and stuffs.. ya den sat went for tuition..nth much..sunday pa botanic garden performance lorh...got this typical auntie come ask if the sweets are free..den she go take and take..say can i have one more den take 2...wth man..auntie lorh...running down slope sideway is interesting...pa got a lot of gao qiao..new de..look veyr funny de end...haha..den went to granny house..nth much..din finish hw..mon sch reopen..think got health check lah.. haha ponned bio nth happen really fun during health check...eye result 69 66..haix..no more perfect eye sight..tuesday cannot really remember..den wed got dance..miss tan late...sec 2 gals so sweet..they gimme pressie!! soft toy and key chain with my name..thanks man...love all of you :D haha den after tt go ndp...fool around and went home..thursday..pissed mr tan off as usual...jia xin say i very daring.. ya haha den went to the tpc thing..woooooooo big big big big vip man..impt sia..lolx den went bra shopping with clara.. took neos..nice nice weeeeee!!! haha den friday which is today got ndp..lolx 210 got chosen!! weeeeee!! happy sha lala!! we are fast and enthu!! lolx this particular teacher hu try to set us up fails!! weeeeee!! stupid misunderstanding..math test..hope can score well...lolx den after dance find winston zhan4 jian1 bang3... hann qian so qiang..ya den went home..nth happen liao..tml got tuition..sianz...haix...pa start at 2 and we are suppose to go wash shoe..waste time...haha

2006-03-15T13:17:00.000+08:00

oo.. ya thanks to those hu came yesterday, PHA colin, zhi peng, jian hui, hoong jia, yu nian, mop, jeremy, jie min, jeslyn, li min, steph, kai wen, PD, kee lui ya and those hu came after rememdial, siok xin and shi bin and winston and hann bin... oh ya..thanks for all e presents too... ya love all of you.. :D

2006-03-15T13:02:00.000+08:00

birthday!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee YCK IS SOOOOOO ROCK! they went to bugis to clelebrate wif me...ya haha nice pple...went shopping and see my white spec sold 8 buck there...i bought it for 10 buck can? kj bought one..nice nice..lolx den i bought boxer for my bro.. haha colin at bugis also..so qiao right? argh!! but din see him...he at swensens i at mos..opp only..but cannot see him.. lolx farnie..chat alot..it is like e time together is not enough for us to talk..we can realy talk and not scare to offend each other...not like some other pple...bleh...only noe how to spoil my days...so suck lah..backt o e point...den bel pei me buy things den go my house...let her see colin;s pic lolx and nanyang danc evideo... haha noce nice...den i sent her home? haha nice me!!!

ya den yesterday went east coast...got some problems getting there.. ya still ok lah..den we rent bike and stuffs ad cycle around..nothing much anyway...den sun burnt...den nobody wanna play wif e water wif me.nice colin still came despite being sick...so cool right? mop came..nice ncie.. haha but colin left early..so sad lah... ya den mop latest..wait for him for like 40 min? wa liu..lolx den after tt gwent bugis eat and buy my slipper coz spoil.. haha den went home...

ya tts all lah..i prefer yck outing more though...some stupid things really made my days real sad..i hate her loads and loads...

2006-03-15T11:55:00.000+08:00

not the birthday i wanted...

2006-03-07T20:43:00.000+08:00

i wish to clarify things...the biology thing did not happen to me! i dun have to minus 2 marks!!! how come everybody like thought i din own up or wat ever? lolx i jsut wish to clarify that that is just a what if thing...

monday suck i got scolded by this teacher...u noe indian biscuit? very obvious le la...she scold me...coz i din greet her...like wth? i distributing papers and she expect a proper nice bow and a loud and clear greeting...if i do tt to her den i have to do it to every teachers can? like wth can... i only greet nice and proper when i give e teacher her newspaper... ya and she said i ahve been observing u for very long and i realise u have not been greeting teachers...this one stll alright...i mean she cannot observe me for like 24/7? no right?? wth den she say this tt really upset me... u are an insult to council (pause) and dance...wth!!! go eat shit lah...fatty man tou...get ditch ed by husband izzit? wa lao... so many pple noe le so she canno deny she said this...wth i very pissed even till now and i awanna complain to mr foo and i realise he is not in school..sad case... ya shall not let this bother me...

i pass my eng and chinese and flunk my math and lit...wth...F9 fail...haix...den jcyl help jeremy beg for points...he pass lit!!! weeeeeeeee!! haha hmm...tts all lah...oh ya den monday went to lot 1 meet jing wei you jie shao hua christabel hui yi jia min and bernice and yun ting.... ya very fun..we were looking at each other test paper and you jie was like ip school lah...ass lorh...keep kopping my fries...make me so broke can? haha prepared alyssa's pressie...hope she like it lah... ya hmm...wat else is there to blog? ya at pa tt time(those hu went pa shld noe) alyssa ran afterchristine and reach her position b4 christine...funny...den she zhan yx de shoulder can see her whole leg qiu diao can? farnie... tml got dance...weeeeeeeeee!!

2006-03-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

the act of intergrity. ya, this is what i would do too, admit it. haha chill people, i am still a honest little girl.

today went to tuition. before that i went to lot 1 to buy assessment books for my sister :D what a nice sister i am :D i went to buy the white colur no degree spectacle. shall post a picture of myself with it the next time.hann qian also bought a spectacle. we shall wear it to school :D haha. was surprise to see yin tong in the lrt train and estella and gladys at lot 1 and si aun in the mrt. wow i met so many people. haha then i went to buy hair bands hair clips and rubber bands. costs me a bomb. then i went for tuition. met william's brother at the bus stop. hmm... ya basically this is what happen today. i cam home after that and sleep. chat with siok xin after i woke up. realise 10 missed calls and 13 messages. wow so qiang. some body is looking for me urgently. lolx. i have not buy craigven present and alyssa's present. kill me man. i still don;t know what to get. they have got what they want. yipee :D i am turning 14 soon :D march 14! haha woo...wah tuck's birthday also coming. should i get him something too? so many people has their birthday on march. so sickening. i am like so broke le can? lolx i love YCK :D

the question of intergrity

2006-03-04T00:16:00.000+08:00

i suddenly have this question. i think i am getting corrupted. last time when i was young i spot any marking errors of teachers that needs to deduct my marks, i just go up and minus it. but now you ask me if i can do the same, i think it will have to depend on the situation.

like jeremy, if i get his point, i will of course go up and minus the 2 points but that means losing the A2. but if i get my point.26 just a brush across for my bio. if i have ti minus 2 points, i think i will not admit it. i mean if i admit it, i will fail my test. i seriously dont know. how many of you had come across such a situation before?last time, in primary school, i guess i dont have to worry so much as my results are generally good and a point or two doesnt make a difference. and now in secondary school, the points does make a difference. when it is upon 20 1 point is 5 marks. upon 25, 1 point is 4 marks. upon 50, 1 point is 2 mark. if i have to minus 2 points like jeremy, which means a d7 for me. i seriously dont know if i will go up to the teacher to admend it or keep quiet about it. can somebody enlighten me?

2006-03-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

i decided to use standard english to blog today, with proper paragraphing and punctuation but pardon me for not using the capital letters and if i accidentally typed a short form or use singlish. you see, i am so used to it already, everytime i want to type that word, short form comes out. haha

this week was shit, we got back quite a few result and i totally flunk them off. cried when i receive my math paper. it was very very badly done. miss tan dance was waste of time. we did warm up and change the position of the dance and after everything and we realised the performance was cancelled. but nevertheless it is okay.

i think the main reson i did so poorly for math is because:
1) my math teacher does not really like me, so he does not pay much attention to me in class even though i had lots of problems.
2) my math teacher has totally black-listed me as i loves to argue with him and everytime i tried to ask question, he thought i was playing a fool and disrupting lessons. he does not answer my questions.
3)our math teacher is shit as we realise we are the only math class he teaches and we are the lousiest. we had the most failures and the average score of our class is only 30+... miserable arent we?
4)the way he teaches totally turns me off. i was half asleep during his lessons.
5)the way he behaves also turns me off. i cannot believe such a gay person actually existed.
6)he loves to spend half a period asking us to pick up litter and loves to eat into our pc and cme period thinking that it is not at all important.
7)he loves to hold us back for breaks
8)i dont know if he is lazy or too slack or what. he only returns our homework a century later and he expects us to have so many excercise books. he claims that he would not mark our work until everyone hands in.
9)he pioritize his things wrongly. he can focus too much on something and rush over something and claims that we are behind times.
10)he does not gives us revision
bonus 11) i cannot stand his voice! okay fine, that was crap but he only gives tonnes of worksheet and does not care if we did it a not.

11 points. i guess it is enough to tell us why we did badly for math. ever since he took over, i never passed a math test. i only score in things like angles and stuffs as my foundation had been built by my primary school teacher. i never pass any new topics.arent our class so unlucky to have such a math teacher when math is such an important subject?

the way my primary teacher teaches me is so much better as in the teacher really push you and they mark their things very very fast. especially my chinese teacher. you write a composition today and he can return it to you the next day. fast and efficient. the english teacher focus on every student and their weakness and gave you hell loads of trial paper and gave you a date line to finish them. you can compare how strict the two teachers are. my english teacher is also my math teacher. you can give her a call in the middle of the night and she will galdly answer the call and help me. she encourages you a lot in a sense that gives everyone sweets before the exam and make sure everyone has no problem. also she always tells us not to give up and stuffs. really nice.

okay. enough of result and teachers. lets talk about NDP. the dance is changed almost totally but i think it is nicer. haha basketball is so funny. danced from 10 to 3 is it? not very sure. haha but it is all repeated. nothing much to talk about anyway.

cross country was today. congrats to sheryl. so pro. jeraldine, yan ling, cheryl, alyssa, yi hua, yu nian in the order of merit. haha pro people. i ran with them and leg pain so gave up halfway and continue walking.who cares? i am deeply demoralised by the fact that the NPCC lie to me last time and say there was a top 25 position and i came in 28. stupid. they tell me sorry no more position you are 28. haix... who cares anyway? at least i can climb the pyramid. it is very disheartening that your best friends is soooooooooo competitive and still fake that ooo i dont care about awards attitude. it is so disgusting.i mean you wont get anything. there are so far more qiang people than you.

back to schoold for assembly. practically a sleeping period. everyone dozing off except for the enthu sec1s. they are so adorabe.joey got 19th place.dismissal, stood up and almost fell. haha this shows how weak my legs were after the run and it is still painful at this moment. after that PHAY and limin went to lot one. limin left and left PHAY. shall blog about the thing in PHAY blog. it had not been updated since a century ago. while shopping, i met my ex dance teacher in charge. stop for a chat and made PHA wait. si sorry dears. mdm ong really rocks. she let me knows the well-being of my sister.

this week, 2 friends of mine came to tell me their relatioship problem. i think the guys really suck. in conclusion, this week was shit.

2006-02-26T18:33:00.000+08:00

yea..there are still ct tml...and i had not study yet...haha lit and eng is a sure fail can? haix... dunno wat to draw for art..so damn suck...teacher is damn sarcastic and show e whole class my prep work..forget it lorh...just prepare to fail art only ma...think i will fail council teacher evaluation...offended 4 teachers out of 10 le lorh...why this year must change so many teacher lorh..like chowy...chowy noes my capability and noe hu is not responsible...now come one P.T tp teacher...super hate me and go crazy when i am in class...damn suck lah he..art...hates me to e core i guess...coz i nv hand in art hw...cheng..coz i argue a lot and i am super noisy in class and i suck in math...so he hates me...he loves hq for goodness sake...anthorny is super pissed wif me... hehe.. tt one my fault lah...haha ya...yesterday was dance performance..quite successful lah...though all my rehearsal sucks...once my gao qiao soooooooo loose tt i dunno wat to do so i fall lorh... if not is my liu xin da jie...but my finale liu xin da jie leh...how????? lolx...mao ge so farnie...so nice also...hehe saw si aun they all..wave like crazy but cannot spot cheryl and pple.. do e make up myself...so rock can??my 1st attemp on mysefl..normally is i hepl pple do de... lolx.. pei xuan and hann qian say it suck but other pple say still ok..lightstick nice nice glowing...weeeeeeeeee...went to clementi sprts hall to see e i not stupid shaun on wed and fri lorh... swiss lost...by 12... i still so kan hao ta men de lorh... lolx i feel so dumb..i supprt juroong west behind their opponent and their opponent supporters diao me... oh ya!!!haha rehearsal day when we go home tt time...we walked back coz we could not find e bus stop...alkyssa is so damn freaked out by 2 man tous.. she soo scare but den do other things like back flip and stuffs she not scare... siao nana one... lolx...hq another one...lolx...i dunno wat to blog le..i remembered a lot of adventuresin school but somehow i forgot everything lorh...wth...sad sad sad...go eat dinner le...yay!! i updated!! hehe oh ya jia min and ys wont be linking u all so soon coz very busy nowsadays...so u two must remind me horh...haha

chingay at taman jurong

2006-02-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

common test is coming so wont be posting till after tt...lolx first i shall blog abt chingay lorh... haha ...first i went to sch at 10 to study and i tt i can finish my geog and in e end it came out e other way ma...lolx...fa ru xue woman;s version...damn funny...den make up time...rebe rocks! lolx...den after tt go study and kai wen play all e dance music and den go fast forward them...haha so fast den after tt help e sec 4 make up...went to gel wah tuck and yin cheong hair...weeeeee rocks!! so neat can? hehe den after tt we go to e cc there 1st...had some small chats den e sec 3 and 4s reach..this is e first time i heard tt there is not enough rice can? lolx mr low have to go and buy...so rocks right? make all e teacher in charge so useless... haha den after tt help to gel up all e guys hair...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee colin!! lalapo... haha den after tt we go and rehearse le...ya and so many pple din turn up...made teacher so angry...wth lorh... but went on wif e performance anyway... take pics and pose for pple...but it isnt as fun as e other chingay lorh...quite sianz anyway... ya den went back to school...dne got somemore fun lah...me and alyssa went star-gazing...den sb is flashing wat he had got..lolx den te funyy part comes... lolx...but den my head got hit by e bamboo 3 times.. sianz... 1st one made me wanna vomit 2nd one nth 3rd one got bua duku...haix...
i ask alyssa to pei me go toilet coz i scare...den we walk halfway when colin they all switch on e water tap and e sound of e water gushing out scared alyssa and she pulled me and run to e toilet... she so scare tt the go to e same cublcle as me...i nvm wif tt den after tt i pee finish i heard e next cubicle got e sound of pple making e plastic bag...out of curiousity i asked...hu is tt in e next cubicle..i ask for like 3 times den suddenly out of e silent a voice came out..is tt me? lolx...quite manly lah e voice.. lolx den somemore i opening e door of my cubicle den alyssa screamed and her leg jellified den she squat down den after tt she ranaway screaming!! haha den after tt yin cheong and gang went to catch frogs and den hann bin came wif a empty hand tt looks like it has frogs inside...alyssa immeidately her leg jellified and den she squat down and bang into me den to avoid steeping on other pples' bag.. i siam siam siam and crash into e dustbin..lolx alyssa is indeed hopeles...lolx...and i totally forgot wat happen during e weekdays... lolx let me think ar...dance practise was quite sianz on wed...teacher scolding pple... den firday one was e ndp de... haha attitood...lolx so funny...but basically dance is quite sianz w/o e sec 4 e dao dan lorh... haha e instructor ar... haha 56 together go... so farnie lorh... tts all lah... lolx...cannot remember le...

2006-02-05T14:52:00.000+08:00

cny was rocks rocks rocks!!! 1st i went to pri sch and er er gave hong bao den chu 1 din go anywhere coz parents sick...chu 2 went to aun aun house and gamble there...dallan and hb is my lucky star man!! after i merge wif dallan start to win money...when hb is oppsite me i win money but when he gone i loose money...omg man...ate there...aun aun popiah is as fat as him lorh.. haha den go clementi meet crescent gals den go to e he pan lah!!!go esplanade find sb...hehe omg...actually we din do much things there but it is like we down there talk cock den went to arcade...para para madness...omg aun aun is proo!!! lolx after tt my lovely dad fetch me home..woots rocks!!e actually allow me not to go my grandparent house lah...lalapo daddy rocks...den chu 3 went to mr low house...wait fot everyone to arrive den we go...down there very crowded man!!! den me and sx went to buy cards den we play lorh...blackjack full house le...wth lorh...lolx gamble gamble gamble lose soooooooo mch money...so refrain from playing le..but when i bet 10 cent den i win lah..wth lorh... haha den we go to alyssa house...initial plan was to go jie yim house de.. down there we go play majohong...haha i rocks!!! gek hu lah...too anxious to win le lorh...wth...lolx cluadine is pro!! den we eat there...e yu sheng ar...haha so farnie...so messy...den we go eat steamboat...haha nice nice...butter rocks...den play piano and stuffs den go home le...ya mr low gave me 10 buck and alyssa mother too...wooots!!! lolx...rocks!!! ya den school starts...nth much to say...got scolded by lim ls..coz i think i say some constructive suggestions den she say no no no just stick to e plan...wth lah...she tell us to voice out de lorh...hate her man...just becoz some suck ups came up wif e plan...stupid stupid and doesnt work plan...they dunno change e system how many times le and each system got worse lah... haha chill~ den after tt fri pon class go chingay rocks man!! lolx. but wait too long den all e highness all gone but quickly came back again...den real thing really rocks my underwear!!! haha e atmosphere damn high den we say hi and den so many children go touch my hands den i throw sweets at them wooots!!! ya den 1st performance yeah!! i rock!! haha den 2ndone..yuck my bambubang flip over during guo chang den there got camera but den i still smiling like siao...e cameraman dun care if u are nice a not...they just snap snap snap...den my gun fly away..den din do shuang ren wu coz sb too tired...lolx den we start e atmosphere again...go down there scream and scream and scream den me and zi yi and vivien soooooo damn zi lian!!! we practically ask all e cameraman to shoot at us...lolx den 3rd performace rocks de most lah!!! everything damn nice at least for me...hehe den after e whole performance end den after tt walking den so many camera man down ther snaping pictures lah...lolx...i solo alone down there smiling lah...omg lah...den yh tell me still got pple wanna take our pic den yh dun wan ask yc come and take den so many pictures lorh...wth man!!! ifeel like a super star!! lolx...chill~ i very excited even now lah...lolx...chingay really rocks den we on e bus keep screaming pple name and such...dallan and constance and alyssa and zhi peng and so many more!!! rocks man!! den we reach school...claudine cry like crazy!! i mean so many pple cry lah!! those sec 4 gals!! they must be really dedicated to dance lorh...haha den they dance zhu lin den we go home but den they dance zhu lin den e other sec 3 hu dance oai oai oai neh? not fair for them i think...lolx ya tts all and i woke up at 2 today...piggy...lolx i go see kw blog now...see how many pics i took,..hehe

2006-01-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

took lots of spastic pics today...after dance...very farnie lorh... haha shall post it when i am free after i sort it out...meanwhile i jsut post a few of e nicer ones...hehe ya and my tag-board sucks...so i changed it...lolx
a lot of things happen in sch today...chia lek kee din zip her pants...den my father agree tt i should not do art as it is a waste of time and money and it can be spend on more constructive things too... got scolded by art teacher...damn suck...hate her man...wth...hope tt she grow very fat after giving birth... hehe and ya...malay lesson was fun... and ya dance rocks... chingay rehearsal was a success... mr low say it is nice but exco says it is not...got accused as somethings are exaggerated...stupid... ya den chinese new year is coming...so excited le... hehe pa e dance is nice... but den after tt performance i cannot join pa anymore le...shall talk to my dad abt it...today brought 2 costumes but din even use 1 lah...waste my energy... hehe... shuang ren wu success...took nice pics and completed history project... ya...sch was fun too...practically forgot wat happen le...only remember i was very very very very zi lian down there e chingay got pple take pics den i just say ok ok ok...den e da lian pple also take pics... ya ...all in all i took a lot of pics...chingay costume is quite ok...just tt i got fat arms...si aun got pimple on his chest... lolx... ya meanwhile tag at my blog...change e board le..db sucks!!! lolx...ya den chinese new year rehearsal...it is suppose to be ending at 5 den bcum 7...so late lah...they estimate ar...den e pa sucks lorh...cannot play our music and it is always during our turn...den still need e amplifier...i mean like till 7 we din have a proper or decent rehearsal wif e proper pa system lorh...wth...always us...den somemore end so late...ya...and i hate e someone hu go and hide someone de fan and eact like nth happen can u all next time go check wat is e thing doing there and ask e person instead of hiding it and make e person run up and down sooooooooo many times?still dare say nvm de nvm de can find de can find de...wth lorh e reason it is put there coz teacher ask e person to as she is not suppose to take it out...find out b4 doing anything...at e most u take e fan find out hus and come confront e person...at least e person will noe and if wrongly accuse she can explain and say something...wth lorh... ya den friday got technical rehearsal...we wait so long finally our turn den they say too late le..need to go make up den we nv dance...wait so long there lorh...always cut diao us de...wth...den play wif e chhinese traditional games...try e thing tt os like yoyo...cmi lah.. haha den i try e skpping at home..double whip not everytime can den i cannot skip cross hand double whip and double whip cross hand below e feet de...aiya dunno hwo to say lah... haha wah tuck proo...lolx...yc e pant split and it got bigger...hmmm den ya go studio for make up and gel hair...help aun aun tie his hair...they rocks man...sooooo cute de... haha ya den e celebration today... guess it was a success except for some pian tai bah...heard tt sec 3 did very well...so cool... haha den go back to zhps...woooo~ mr er give hong bao!!ate primary sch food...miss them like hell...they are soo freakingly nice... haha you jie was like...i cannot imagine how i can survive on such a small serviing of food then...lolx i think damn farnie...er er rox...think i going back someday to give him his orange...lolx...den go watch i not stupid 2...i still think e joshua ang look like jason esp in e poster lorh... so shuai...but i think jason got more potential... haha i cry iin e cinema...it is damn touching lorh...cannot stand it den keep crying lorh...xia sway...den see those sec 3 zhps pple...those exco guys...THEY CRIED!! hahai think e story really talk abt our life man..i think jack neo is a gd father...he noes wat are we thinking lah... his children will be very xin fu de i suppose...but maybe not...he may be too busy to not care abt them,...ya 6P'04 rocks rocks rocks...lolx...tml new year eve...wish everyone a happy new year...gong xi fa cai!!! haha take care of ur body pple...dun fall sick...lolx this week and next week totally broke le...haha hope u all enjoy e picture...i still dun get e picaso sofware thing so shall upload it nice and slow...lolx but dun think will finish uploading today lorh...haha is there any easier ways to upload pics? lolx i cannot stand cheng cheng...he isgoing to call our parents to let them noe how are we doing...omg lorh... i really appreciate it man...how come he got so much time de? wl...he say i am talkative inclass...can he like change e talkative to attentive? lolx...they went to chinatown today...afraid of outcastement...i decided to go wif 6P'04...at lest i noe that i will had a lot of fun and we miss each other...i miss diao 2 outings coz of dance...so decided to go wif them...later going to phay blog to post...it is soooooooo damn dead dead dead can? shall talk abt philosophy of life... hehe maybe offensive...he went back to indonesai...ya no more sms le...
cut my hair on tuesday...wasnt e one i wan but i dnnno how to say e one i wan so nvm lah..my fault...it is always lidat de...somemore i think cutting hair and changing e style is kinda act chio lah...aiya dunno...den i realise...my hair is not a lot..it is veyr fluffy...and somehow frizzy...tts wat make it pong...ee...i wan hair treatment sia...lolx not nobody noe i cut my hair leh...i mean it is a very great difference leh..nvm..i also dun wan to be labelled as attention seeking...nvm... ya and den nowadays bring my camera to sch...took loads of spastic pics lah...as u can see above... i am crazy over pictures now...hehe..i wan cui tian to win nanhua idol...seriously i think she sang e best lah...lolx...nvm...not i judge also...boo~ tml is chinese new year...why am i so sad...i dunno leh...maybe a lot of things happen? dunno leh...putting on plastic smile...i think i very pro at tt...but it iseems like ya i wasnt outcasted..but den there is no one to talk to...really talk to...only during e lrt ride home wif bel den i let it all out...thanks man...i love you loads...ya...someone once told me...ya ya ya we dun rock...u are always raking up on how ur past are...keep praising them..can u think abt wat we did to you too? ya since then i have been talking lesser abt them...they dun understand...their so call being gd isnt of help to me at all...i cannot talk heart to heart to any of them...so i resort to sms-ing him but den he not happy...now he is in indonesia le... ya i also canot sms bel...i can only talk face to face...hu is willing to share all my problems? id un wa to be call a burden...but i tot u all are always there for me? i tot u all are suppose to? no...i talk abt my prob...u change e subject...sometimes other pple are more impt den me...ya can u even just spare one min for me? let me tell u my prob...there is no one i can talk to le...only you..either they are not suppose to noe or i dun wan them to noe... i wanna tell u..u dun wanna noe...all u are interested is telling me...hoping me to give u advice...but i need tt sometimes too!!! i hate it man...really cannot stand it anymore... u only come to me when there is nobody else...i am not a substitute...watever...
YA WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY CNY...

2006-01-19T11:46:00.000+08:00

lolx...this are deited by photoshop and i think it really rocks!!! haha esp hb!!! i added muscles to him and a twirled nipples...sx has a crooked mouth and hq got a crooked nose and i have a pair of big big eyes!!! mutant sia...alyssa eyes are slope!!! haha and yincheong eyes are very scary and his nose is twirled and his teelth and gums looks like lollipop... hehe wah tuck eyes are bent and his nose are twirled and his face are pulled...lolx...some how i think i am soooooo creative... ya enough of this crap...hope u all enjoy it...now its back to my sad sad life...

2006-01-16T21:03:00.000+08:00

ya...last week was a tiring week...monday and tuesday was ok...wed got dance...thursday got dance...den friday was orientation camp...so fun...play wif water till i dripping lor...ben they all got come back...hehe... ya den my stationw as love lane...101 very enthu...lvoe them lah...as in they really got very sporty guy like nicholas and alan lorh... haha 109 got ap den...111 nt enthu,..103 is e best bah i guess...theyw ere cheeriing thruout lah...nice...ya den lunch and dinner are nice also...after tt went chingay for a while...dunno y lao shi huan wei also...but sitll ok...not tt confsing...den continue wif camp...campfire help to look for things den go bathe...shuang...e water damn cold lah...ya den talk and talk at backstage till 4 den sleep...5.30 liedat wake up got wash up...ya den mass game slacked...chatted wif yy...think he very poor thing also lah...no one give him respect...ya den after camp went to eat go home bathe den go ang mo kio...pia cab if not late...uncle is nice...12 bcum 10...ya den go perform after tt hehe...ARCADE!!! weeee!!! shi bin rocks rocks rocks...his initial d pro de lah...but i still lose leh...hehe dui bu qi shi fu lorh...lolx...sry...para para me and hb di siao lah...so farnie....he use leg den i do ketchup...lolx his combo high lah..i got 3rd he 2nd hq 1st...lolx...lame...but very farnie...hb do gay pose...omg!! i wanna play para wif him le!!! argh!! hb i miss u!! lolx.. u must buy me mp3 den i buy u back leh...lolx lalala...ya den 10 plus go home...den ya next day pa....alomost cannot wake up but in e end reach there ealiest...went to play wif lou ti!! damn fun...up there swinging...den go home le coz they paiing chingay...den phay go bugis street shop den bought a jeans and 2 shirts and a slipper...love them loads can??? esp e shirt...look so jap lah... haha ya den monday go school...totally lei diao...no energy...den after sch go bpp library...STUDY!!! i actually finish my math and geog...but stll got eng and art and lit lah...stupid...ya tts all lah...my adventures for last week...miss diao a lot of details...ya den we bought wei hong a crumbler bag and yj a jacket kee lui a shirt si aun a strawberry slipper and a sexypilliow and a tissue dispenser...very cute de... ya i wan my bd to come soon!!! lolx..lame...broke already...this week left $5 nia...pathetic right? haha ya..tts all le...bye :D

2006-01-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

this is a very long post...haha coz of this week ma :D ya...time to blog abt wat happen this week :D

lolx ok...did i mention a lizrd drop form a ceiling to alyssa shirt during mr chow party? haha
ya...abt countdown lorh...reach there bright and early and pracitse...nothing much to say too...den reach boon lay le... there reaining heavily...got caught in e rain den seekr efuge at boon lay cc...there at 1st de room no air-con but den it got fixed!! yay...haha den stupid yc winston and hb they all nao gui...scare so many pple...alyssa went to hide in e firehose thing and got caught..lolx..stupid...den go walk around den something unhappy happen...ya den eat dinner le...bee hoon...hu eats bee hoon for dinner?cannot finish it so throw away...went for make up...oone of e few to be done...den sit down tlak and sweat a lot...took spastic pictures wif kai wen cam...si aun and shi bin do their "stunts" haha damn funny...ya den erm audrey came...she pro...den performance starting...but den got a lot of man tou...so e guys all very brave...stand and protect us... :DD yay!! bravo..reach le and pple stink of dog poo...haha den go test tai...so amll de...lolx my health at boon lay!! den after a while went up to perform...ya think i din zao geng but a lot of man tou watching also...stupid...den wushu...we clap and clap and clap lorh...so funny...den mass dance...ya den after tt go home...go back tt time even more man tou...keep caoing dallan: papa must protect me!!! daddy must have an quan gan and stuffs lah...he got very pissed...but still escort me safely...haha yay u rock ok? den pack up and go...ya den wait for raja for 20 min...we all say she got driven away by man tou...haha den cheer and countdown in e bus...totally new and cool experience...haha...reach sch den went thome...ya...so many pple go alyssa house...i so sianz...ya tts all...

den sch reopens..council duty...aiyo nowadays de sec one ar...haiyo...sock jsut below e knee den e skirt over e knee...so their whole leg all white...u get wat i mean?den button u 1st button...actually i also did tt lah...haha yueli style...den tts all..had fun wif 212...den next day sec 3 rappport...total failure...made all e councillors so upset...esp 307...ya...haix...no offence though but they made our councillor cry...e 2 more enthu de...ya...they cried...i gave up on 310....together wif cas and yl...even they carn do anything so dun expect me to...haha den tts all for 2nd day 3rd day...sec 1 bingo around nanhua...so stupid...got e home econs room and got paired wif felice...ok lah...overall but den very hot...went to find si aun and cas...si aun recorded e breast enhancement videoo lorh...so gao xiao...lolx diamond studded ass...lolx den after tt go to canteen debrief...den go for dance...dance for cca extravaganza...was ok but did like 100 push ups? sianz...so pain lorh...e next day wake up e whole shoulder suan diao lorh...ya tts all...carn remember anything abt dance...ya den thursday got miss tan de dance also...ya den e san zi wu...still carn walk properly...hehe...den go hall for tai wei...ya...den went homw...see 2 rainbow...qiang right? den friday got dance...rehearse for once coz e other time raining...den still ok...did chin gay...din forget anything den learn e nanhua quan...lolx..baby gang teachde...den hann bin diao...den play lorh...alyssa hann bin and dallan got violent and poor rachel is injured...but ok le...den today dance le ketchup den stay at studio help...hid in e lions...scare so many sec 1...lolx...watch e hong ma yi de dvd...walao lorh...damn qiang...compared to ours ar...so hopeless...they got big big props and funny funny stunts and their moves all so complicated and all very qi de...ya...den watch east view and nan yang...luagh until like crazy...went down to wattch e gym de...tried e tramp...was fun but i scare haha...den quashed yc sb and hb...sb hand hehe...sry ar...me and layssa to hiong le...ya den went to kfc and eat...ate banditto...haha den pon tuition...coz cmi on time...ya den went to dallan house...play and explore his room...very clean and got nothing de...haha so unexpected...den he so dumb go paste code under e shelve...smart lil ass yueli found out...hehe got something notty...ya...haha den gao zi bi for a while den play majhong...i mean learn...wooots!!! i am a pro...coz i win e pro :D haha den after tt try to use e toilet but e lock spoil so din...den go home buy slurpee...den take mrt...den went home...tml going pa...hope i can wake up :D

2006-01-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

boo...it is new year and i am sick...ya and my wireless network got prob and den now i am typing this in notepad so tt i can copy to blogger later...lolx...lame...ya 1st of allHAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!lolx 2005 had past and 2006 has come...wishing u all all e best in wateva thing u all do and may all ur dreams come true L:Dyup...i still think my current blogskin is not suitable...lolx...looking back when i am suppose to look forward...haha but it is nice and i went to search but to no avail...haix...yup...updated my wishlist but am lazy to update my links lorh...haha so sianz de...2 more days to school reopen...i still am not accustomed to everyday school life...crazy 210 pple and teachers, chaos in class and stuffs...204 with 210...tt means CHAOS IN E 3RD LEVEL!!! lolx...MR CHENG IS TAKING OUR CLASS!!! OH NO OH NO OH NO...hope we can survive 2006:D lolxya...and den i am taking 212 next year!!! weeee!!! i like i like...evenlyn taking 210!!! weeee!!! i like i like...lolx...ya...has been going out very often recently so once again...i missed out all e fun at e sleepover at alyssa house which means in phay blog..only y haven sleep over there yet...aww...sad sad...lolx...ya...today din go for pa coz got slight fever and sore throat but sitll able to talk lah...just tt a bit hoarse...lolx...den my daddy is not happy coz yesterday i came home late...lolx...so i decided to ground myself...somemore...i cannot wake up today...lazy lah...so tired...even now...yesterday sleepa t 4.30 den today also wake up at 4.30...lolx..miss out a lot of things nowadays...steamboat esp...i really wanna go for tt one coz got kite flying...lolx phayers, bring me out to kite-flying during my birthday!!! lolx...west coast park can le!!! lolx...hmm ya...haven give daryl his wild cavepant...lolx farnie... ya...actually had loads of adventures this year...1st time overnight at sentosa and at pa...bra shopping wif friends, going out almost everyday to like all over singapore? pa...quite fun but i not sre if i can cope a not coz i restarting piano and having tuition and mayb going to start on guzheng too...maybe i will not go for pa anymore lah...so far lorh... haha ya...must pia hard hard for this year le...i wanna get into trip sci leh...lolx...resolutions for e year:~score well______*~good girl_______*~do everything well____*~smooth going year_____*~not very stressed_____*~treasure everyone around me_____*~treasure everything i have______*~mix more wif 212'05 pple(they're fun!!!)____*wishlist for the year:~new slipper_____*~new jeans_______*~new shirts______*~new handphone___*~own room________*yup...tts all i have to blog...happy new year pple~freedom_________*

2006-01-01T21:11:00.000+08:00

2005-12-31T23:08:00.000+08:00

ya...1st half of e year was great! in love wif e canteen food...lolx... ya...den orientation camp...got to noe ben and pearl...teased them so much till ben have to kiss b-lim lorh...ya amazing moments can?lolx..funny got into e class com as treasurer...had a nice time dealing wif money... hehe ya and erm got into dance...at 1st not tt enthu coz i dunno anyone but after e nkf and noe dallan and he intro me to so many peeps...tts how i got my monkey name...ya joined mr low den dance and noe loads more pple...took part in e 88th anniversary...was fun...teehee...ya...2nd half...phay came!!! yay!!!but den not long jiu depression le...too stressed...carn take it anymore...lucky got px to vent my anger on...hehe u rock can!!!??? ya...tts all and my result sucks lorh...so hopeless can? ya den end of year...things gradually got better...and dance rocks totally!!! joined pa lah...learned loads of things there...loving it lorh... ya haha actually tts all bah...haha...happy new year :D

2005-12-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

lolx...today i dunno how to say lah...quite enjoyable i guess...but den my dad din allow me to go sh house...coz guy de house ma...he let me go to west coast though...lolx sry lah...yck...pang seh...lolx...ya today council a lot of things...after tt went to kfc to eat den we go big bookshop buy postcards...a lot a lot of cards...lolx...but very fast write finish le...haha geel reluctant to give coz all so nice...nvm...lolx den go west coast tt time got one pervert wee weet so loud tt e 3 of us turn around at e same time...lolx thought he was some pervert or something den we walk very fast den after tt he also walk very fast lorh...den after tt split...see 3 nh teacher walking out from taxi...den we board taxi go weat coast den realise px cannot go...lolx..den we go mac write postcard den we decided to go home...ya...took 176...jie imn is nice...she peied me home lah...from clementi to bp den she later from bt go back clementi lorh... think jie min really very nice...normally pple only complain bp very far but den she dun mind lah...ya i love her loads man...lolx...haha talk a lot of things lah...from dance adventures to 212 to bgr to crap to mother to a lot of things...lolx was reluctant for her to go home...suddenly i realise i actually got a heart to heart talk wif jm...tt is nice...haha so happy lah today...tml is countdown...i dun wan 2005 to pass so quickly...i dun wan a very stress 2006...streaming and shit...i very scare cannot pass...oh ya 210 pple...here is a very strking news...MR CHENG IS OUR FORM TEACHER NEXT YEAR!!! SCREAM1!!! lets all mass make him heart attack bah...lolx...tt wiill be damn cool...but chowy still wanna be our papa and he might be teaching us physics still:D lolx lets petition again :D lolx...lame... haha...today is fun

2005-12-29T00:12:00.000+08:00

ya...sunday was christmas...went to e air port wif loads of pple...stay there and chat...den went home...ya i think i say tt b4...ya...monday was guai...din go out...den tuesday went to mr chow e house for housewarming...shared wif yl e m&n dispenser...haha...ya reach there bright and early at 12.45...played wif christian...lolx he chao cute but sometime very violent de...ask him how old is he he say dunno...lolx...den we play and play and play...den 2 le go eat lunch den go play badminton...when i leaving e hosuse tt time christian ask if i will be back...see he lov eme so much :D at1st play wif yn and hq den xt and ton they all came...wasnt as pro as them so went to hao lian my skill to christian and eklessia( is tt ho wu spell it? i dunno) ya...they so addicted to me tt they dun wan to eat...hur hur...den i have to play a few time den say christian go eat...den he will run to e mother wif his mouth open...so cute...did tt till he finish is food..was exhauted...lolx...den yan ling came...and ben and jie min...ben threw e shuttle cock at christian for him to hit and all e balls will aim at jie min...so jie min deducted tt christian dun like her coz e ball keeps hitting her and he refuse to say hi...lolx yan ling is kinda like competiting wif me in hu is in a more good book wif christian...but like duh~ it is me :D lolx...was lazy le so let yan ling and ben play wif him...ben is gd wif children...lolx den play a while of badmnton wif hq they all...lolx...den bbq starts...it was rainign...so walk around in e rain...so fun lorh...haha...but den later very cold le...lolx...ask alyssa to bring me some clothes...sry lah.. a bit rude...czo i very excited ma...den after tt eat potato chipps and chicken wing and been hoon lah... haha nice nice...den they went to e bbq pit to bbq marshmallow coz e fire is soooo small...den christian hold my hand...so sweet...den we chat...he very curious de ask me a lot of questions...like how come got raining e sound at e shelter de...den i explain is e rain drop from e tree drip lah.. haha so cute den i ask his chinese name hden he say is name is chow yi en i think...i not sure...he like mumble lidat...so cute...for once i think i ahve a bf lah..he hold my hand and we strolling home ine night...lolx so sweet... haha anyone wanna do tt to me? lolx...change blog e song le...couldnt find a nice blog skin to change and now i also dunno how i feel...not sad not happy...very confused...haix...sianz...lalala i love christian

2005-12-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

yea...can really see my dad is really guilty for not letting me go out and forcing my tears out...lolx...but i dun really blame him lah...did somesoul searching le...so dun care so much le...lolx...but is like i am going to miss out all e fun tml...kite flying...sooooooooo long i diin go le...i really really wanna go lah...den still got overnight stay...i really wanna stay overnight at alyssa house...haix...but is like better self control so daddy wont be so upset lorh...i noe if tml i ask confirm 80% i can go de...coz he is guilty of not letting me go steamboat..haix...sry daddy...i noe i in e wrong... i shldnt go out so often and spend money...i noe my hp bill are ex...i noe my result sucks...i noe i shldnt crack my fone...i noe i shldnt be facing e com everyday...i noe i shld go ome early...i noe i veyr wild...i noe i very anti social...but isnt all this part and parcel of life? haix...

2005-12-28T23:15:00.000+08:00

ya...very pissed now...coz i cannot make it for e steamboat tml...daddy dun let lorh...wth...he keep saying i very bad and wateva...just coz i have been going out more often lately lah...i mean it is like HOLIDAY!!! can i even relax? and not like i din study? iw ent for tuition, did 7 sheng hui sui bi and 1 zuo wen and almost finishing mhy math homework, i shopped for assesment books, tidied my cupboard, tidied my table... ya and they are contridicting...they tell me cannot sms too much so i chat on e phone and now they say i have been hogging on e phone too much...tts why cannot chat wif candice, wah tuck and siok xin anymore...haix...den all i did they dunno den they only noe how to blame me for going out more often lately...they dun even believe i going for dance practise till i showed them e consent form...they already losing e trust they have in me le...am i really tt terrible? i am just merely going to eat a steamboat...going home at 9 so will reach home at abt 10.30 lidat...lidat also cannot meh? wat u wan me to do? go and visit granny ar? wth lorh...even if u wan me to go i also dun mind lah...but y u cannot like other pple parents? let me stay overnight at px house or alyssa house? go sentosa already beg like siao go pa still have to ask jy to talk to u and after tt u still scold me...ARGH!!! go out also cannot now...den i think i only can fri go sh house den sat go sch for countdown den no more adventures le...wth...my life suck like totally...and now he come to my room...he call my name den i lookinto his eyes...i can see tt he quite guilty but he is a father he cannot possibly say sry and wat mah...kinda you shi sheng fen lidat ma...i can nderstand lah...so i dun blame him...he also worry for me ma...but den also no need to restrict me till lidat...compare me to my bro say he sec 1 tt time also nota s wild as u...den compare me to my p5 sis...wth...u wanna compare p5 den u see i p5 tt time hu more guai lorh...precisely coz last time too guai le now wanna wild also cannot...now i very sianz...haiz...dun even noe if i can go jus tin time to buy clara limin and cheryl present a not...wth...

adventures

2005-12-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

21st combined practise...had loads of fun playing games...lolx...chicken dance lorh...haha dallan is a very lame games master lorh...lolx...gift exchange...got a photoframe from value dollar...haha...lamez...ya den got pressie from jie yim and siok xin lah...lolx...decided to give them bacl but dunno wat to give:D jie yim gave her le...lolx crazy idea from wah tuck...daryl de also...lolx...cost us a bomb...haha wat else neh? ya...den 22nd got practise...den got council 1st...haha very lame...but si aun is lame lah...lolx...wat else neh? got very sianz got hq ponned...no one pei me...eating in mac alone is not fun lah...den got yj to pei me a while..den rushing home so i eat very fast...walked in e rain...shiok...den reach sch le...they haven reach lorh...they ask me pia cab but it is like wats e point? also not sincere de...cried...actually i wanna stay over there de lorh...as usual coz stayed overnight too many times so daddy dun let...sianz... ya...den danced ketchup...fun fun...but keep forgetting lah...lolx...lamez...den went home tt time...actually wanna pond ance de...coz got 6p chalet...but coz chingay pple coming so cannot...haix...STUPID HOONG JIA PONNED!!! WTH LAH...only got 2 pathetic gal...staying...haha farnie...fri after council...actually is ponned...lolx see quite a lot of zhps pple...at least more den my year bah...candice cousin also come in lah...stupid can go acs dun wan...come nanhua...lolx...ponned and went to alyssa house...called siok xin to come...she gave crazy idea of making tang yuan...so we made...quite nice lorh...haha ro us...den sang karaok...very fun...screaming at top of ur voice...me and alyssa ride bike there to fetch siok xin...haha very funny...coz i not used to e bike e gear ma...so not very wen...somemore got phobia le...haha den fetch her le den i sit at alyssa bike den she cycle back...but my butt too big...so i decided to cycle...change e gear and got used to e momentum...lolx...fun fun...den sat got tuition...after tuition go to causeway wif hq and wt...bot christmas pressie...but haven buy for some pple yet...hehe paiseh...quite tight on buudget lorh...this holiday everyday go out everyday take a lot of money lah...den dun wanna upset my parents le...so sianz...ate seoul garden...oogling ar shuai ge :D lolx...funny...ate ice cream and shoot tad poles :D lolx fun fun...bought christmas gifts :D but dunno wat to get for kj and bel...esp kj...she so rich also dunno need wat lorh... haha nice them already buy pressie for me le lah...haha "guilty" yea...den today went to pa...damn early...was late for meeting wt for 2 min..he damn pissed...stupid den we went to buona vista...they all so late de...lolx...i told ya i saw christine in e mrt...they say i illusion lorh... haha reached pa...paied e dance...phay on gao qiao...not nice de...haix...i wanna dnace lah...lolx ya den went to mac and eat and went to e air-port...lolx...chatted...cluadine is damn hiong... aha ate popeye and drank coffee bean(or izzit starbuck?) owed alyssa a lot of money :D lolx...very broke nowadays lah... haha den went home...keep listening to dallan mp3...nice nice all e jay chou songs...but they tot i was crazy coz i on to e max volume...lolx...nvm... haha den went home e journey sooooooo sianz de...haha tts all lah...my adventures of e week :D lolx

pissed

2005-12-19T22:41:00.000+08:00

ya...my mother here again...ask me change my bed sheet and fold my shirts...i mean i always fold my own shirt every sat de lorh...now my shirt also not a lot she ask me fold...kp her lah...den she now even ask me to fold shirt for her my sis and bro and daddy lah...like wth,...she dunno how to fold her own ar? and she ask me to change bed sheet lah,...wif so many of her clothes on my bed...and she din even let me noe wheere is e bed sheet...stupid lah...treat me as wat? y they always ask me do de? i mean my sister also got sleep on e bed she ask me to change...why she din ask my sis to fold her clothes?just coz i have been going out mor eoften nowadays she say i very naughty and ah lian liao...wth lah...dun like her lorh...keep syaing i very ah lian and wat and very huai liao...ARGH!!! I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!how come i always read those chicken soup books den their family so gd....den mine soooo suck lah...haixx..i. dun like lorh...read their storyy i cry myself...blaming myself if i havenbeen anti social nowadays coz have been hiding in my room playing com lah...maybe lah...but since e start of e year coz my result isnt gd...they have been keep finding faults wif me...just cause i could not get use to e style in sch..espl when my class is such a slacker class...they nv nderstands...they only noe how to blame u lorh...i am very pissed...

2005-12-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

ya...here to blog le :d wat happen at pa in phay blog :D lalala...
hmm...today couldnt wake up...coz too tired le bah? hmm...lolx today got dance...den started warm up...orgot some...diaoz lah...den dance lorh...haha i still cannot walk properly...teacher change somepostiions and movements...lolxstill ok lah... haha ...teacher say i am fat...and alyssa keeps teasing me abt it...u noe how sad is tt? was very pissed esp when alyssa tease u...coz 1st, i am 41 kg...and 2nd my tummy isnt as big as urs...3rd it is only coz my face is a bit swollen coz i din sleep properly...and i have been jian feiing wif u...teacher say i am fat den u keep teasing..u noe how sad is tt a not? somemore is like i am not fat at all lah...at least not very i guess... oh fine wateva...shall not be so touchy...den ya after tt went to eat at coffee house...siok xin came... haha she is soooooooooo greeny...lolx...nvm...she dunno how to pour bandung...lolx..farnie..den went to hq house to watch wu chu cai hong last episode lorh...so nice lah...but jian yi is a fickle midned ass lorh...kiss yoyo den choose xiao qian...xiao qian is chio...her legs so nice lah...lolx...ticko...ya den hb at home...went to watch dvd and stuffs...JAY CHOU SOOOOOOOOOO SHUAI!!! lolx...he dun wanna gimme e calender card...evil evil...den he got a lot of things in his room lah...lolx... so many sweets lah...and he also very sweet lah...haha den play bridge and dai-di and split...at 1st is i keep winning de...den i start to lose but not e worse yet lah...haha farnie...stll dun really get bridge...ya den play wif hb e coloured gel...he noob lorh...dunno how to do ncie nice de...spoil my hair...lolx...den play wif hair spray...I SERIOUSLY WANNA KILL HB LAH!!! HE GO SPRAY ALL OVER MY HAIR AND MAKE LOOK LIKE SOME OLD WOMAN!!!!! lolx...not pro de lorh...i do for him so nice leh...ya den wash my hair...at e basin...i din put towel and stuffs...haha din comb...den took spastic pictures...hb haven upload yet...stupid him...lolx...but nvm den went home wif sx...nice me pei her till marsiling...lolx ya tts all for today...tml still got dance :D go eat supper le...i gave up jian fei...lolx

2005-12-17T00:30:00.000+08:00

yes...was bored...so shall post my zi lian pictures, despite it being nice or not :D ya...took loads of pics in e mrt on e way to pa...and on e way home...and some other random stuffs bah...ya...haha.yea...and i realise i am not patient to wait for e photos to load...so shall stop here:D

2005-12-16T02:32:00.000+08:00

ya...6pers...set le...class chalet on 22nd to 23rd...check ur email inbox for details :D miss nalini...nonono mdm nalini aka mrs balakumaran is coming :D wooties...haha but i think if i can stay overnight den i have to pia cab to sch e next day leh...got sec 1 registration...haix...lolx...but i realise...u see i am a gd for nothing...i think e only ting i am gd at is my seriousness when handling matters...ya...i may be playing and fooling around everyday but when matter comes...i am serious...ya...hmm...part of leadership skills? i think this is e reason why i am born into this world...yea...i guess i not depress anymore...ya in fact i am happy!! very happy!! coz i posted at phay blog...so thing tt i suddenly feel...ya...actually quite real...shldnt be looking back to e past...though i like jay chou hui dao guo qu a lot :D lolx...lame...ya...i wan dance dance...para para so nice can? lolx...had loads of adventures nowadays...keep going out...in fact e whole of last week...and this tuesday wed thursday and tml too...haha sianz lah...i ahven study but they say no need do chinese homework coz miss lin wont be teacher us???wooties!! lalala

2005-12-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

haix...now got primary school de chalet..dunno if can stay overnight a not...haix...sianz...
ya yesterday went out wif alyssa yan ling and bev...haha fun...1st i meet alyssa at je mrt den we go find rachel giver her money...den after tt we go bv to find shibin to get things..den after tt we go back to je again...e entertainment station have lunch and play arcade...haha den went to clementi empress watch chicken little...went in late...but nvm...e show is nice...i think very touching...chicken little and his dad...haha i love e fish...so cute lah...hmm...den went to big bookshop...look at some sick and farnie books...lolx...den ben come...den we went home... ya e day b4...opps...i forgot wat happen...haha nvm...friday go and watch jeslyn de nutcracker :D anyone wanna watch? if 30 pple go den only need to pay $10 leh...come come come!!oh ya!! o remeber den we were eating lunch den rachel call alyssa...den say er fone lost...can come clementi mac and collect? we were like conned can?nvm...eeyer...i very fat no.w...i need dance practise...loads of them too ...haix...fat fat tummy and fat fat hand and arms and thigh and heavy heavy weight...eeek!!

stupid

2005-12-12T20:31:00.000+08:00

i have a very stupid life wif stupid parents and siblings...tts y i am sp stupid... ya...there is this overnight stay in pa and i cannot stay lorh...wth lah u noe y? just coz i fell down tt day and this time they say they are worry again...when i am jsut dancing...might as well let me quit dance right? stupid...yea 1st i ask my mother...she was like see how 1st den after tt px talk to her...she was like i go wif u...den i was like NOOOO!!! or i will duan jue mu nu guan xi(in a jk maner lah)she on e verge of agreeing when my bro come extra sya....sec 1 only overnight wat shit lah...stay at home will die ar? stupid lorh...den my mum say ask daddy...but she keep harping on e duan jue mu nu guan xi thing like it was real lidat...say i am not as guai as b4 and wateva lah..den i was like sui bian lorh...i tot my daddy was nice enuff and reasonable enuff to let me go lah...wth...den i told him...he asked where is it? i say kallang...where u sleeping..in e studio bah...but i dun think we will be sleeping lorh....den he was like...WAT~! u are not sleeping cannot cannot cannot...u very bad le horh gor gor sec 2 den lidat u sec 1 start le...wats more u gerl leh...den somemore tt time u injure till lidat....still dare to ask ar...no means no...dun ask anymore...ROAR!!! I MEAN I GO THERE DANCE ONLY WAT...ALSO NOT RIDING BIKE WAT...WTH...U WAN ME GO THERE E NEXT MORNING 9 TT MEANS I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 7 AND I WAS LIKE EVERYDAY SLEEP AT 5 DE...WTH LAH...MIGHT AS WELL DUN SLEEP LORH...not like my mum wanna drive me there or wat lorh...stupid...PHA going le...den i nv go...sianz lorh...tt means going home alone after winston e party...eeyer...dun wan....so dark lah...haix...den i was like tell him tt den he was like i tot u very independent de? everytime wanna drive u home den u dun wan? i try to explain but he dun wan listen...i mean he go home at 5 den i dance till 6 den 6.30 have to fetch mei mei...the time is clashing lah...wth...den got this particular morning coz mei mei and gor gor not going to sch den i wanna go sch myself and alone is coz wanna lighten his workload lorh...so he no need to wake up at 6 plus and wake me up at 7 so tt he can fetch me to sch...lidat he can sleep later and go to work later wat...how cum he dun understand? must everyday let u fetch to work and home den is call guai gerl gerl ar? eeyer...i going to rebel le...wateva lorh...sucky life...

lalala

2005-12-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

it has been a long time since i have blog here...yea hq is back...kj is also back :D lolx... welcome back to sg...pa was bored today...nonono i learn gu from christine...lolx...thx sia...haha...but after tt some misunderstanding happen and i was very attitude lah i noe...i said i dun care lah...piang...dangerous man lorh...haha lame shit me :D...lolx...but it is like i or we hate to be accuse...lolx...alyssa actually wanna go jb de...but she cannot wake up...lolx...funny den bought pressie and take neos...yea yesterday and today we took like 5 neos can? wooots!! i like...haha e next week cannot go out le...must pia hw lah...sianz...lolx...ya...e next next week will be like dance dance dance den council council...sianz lorh so many council meeting de...lalala...den so many things...bah...den cheered yu nian up...lolx he pms lorh. haha den alyssa very sianz today...dunno y...hmm...i wan siok xin to be back to update her blog lorh...haix...

yea

2005-12-05T17:23:00.000+08:00

my life is miserable...i noe for e past few minutes i have been trying to pluck the skin outta my wound...but it seems to hurt more now...sad sad...lalala wateva...den i forgot to thank px...in phay blog but lazy to edit...sry...have been thinking a lot nowadays...guess my depression is coming again...it has been a long time since i am lidat le...how cum all of te sudden? i dunno wat to do now...guess it all depends on fate bah..sianz...i miss hq...lalala...went shoppping wif alyssa today...bought farnie farnie stuffs...she bought tank top for her maid...crazy sia...lolx...den she got tuition so i 5 reach home le...lalala...saw derrick on the lrt i was like omg!!! he is still so cute and he haven grow lah...still as small sized as ever...1 head taller den him can? den after he get down den i see kenneth...oh dear dear dear!! he is so small!! lalala...small guys are cute...derrick is getting on very well lah...haha age gap...lalala...

2005-12-02T16:18:00.000+08:00

the shirt tt dallan lend me...

the guys public bathing...so cute lah...haha winston eye brow proudly done up by me cause carn clip his hair...lolx...

went sjopping wif yck...bought something!!! lolx..nicenice blue rox!! haha den see my cousin lorh...lolx...at e hawker centre chat and chat...kj!!! enjoy ur self in england!! and hq enjoy urself in taiwan!!!lolx...
me and aly went sentosa...meet at habourfront...meet meet meet at so many places den went mac lorh...used straw to suck the seaweed shaker seasoning and choked...kopped sb water or will die...played volley ball but i only xia suay myself lah...went to sea and play...i cannot swim...but still play den go bathe...alyssa threw her soap and shampoo tome ...lolx...den ate at 711...cup noodle...yea i survive wif a cupnoodle for e day.. haha den catch a crab..qyvery scare...lolz...den went to tower...den sleep....end of 1st day...when i sleep tt time very coold...keep wakng up...den got lots of sand fly bites...veryitchy..sb make me luff till i sleepp...he went craszy...lolx..den next day change back to yesterday wet clothes and went back to sea to play...den went to rent bike wif alyssa...den we ride till very happy...den when dallan and me ride...STUPID DALLAN LOST CONTROL OF THE BIKE AND I FELL DOWN GOT A BIG BLISTER ON MY LEG FILL ME SAND! INTERNAL BLEEDING OF THE TOE NAIL AND 2 CUTS ON THE TOE 6 CUTS ON THE SHIN AND A BIG BIG WOUND ON THE THIGH!!! TAIL BONE ALSO SOMEHOW INJURE!!!PAIN PAIN!! den he lend me his shirt lah...coz mine is muddy...but e shorts is a bit torn but nobdy can lend me...actually wanna jide the injury from my dad but he see my torn shorts and see me in a 2nd layer of a guys's shirt and my dirty legs...he pull up my shorts and see the big big owund on my thigh...started scolding me and i hao lian my skill or wadeva...and refuse to hear me explain lor...i mean is like not my fault tt he lost his control right? wth lorh and den went out play bowling sb is a pro...lolx e cook is a pro too...haha den went home...thz for reading this boring post...i got restriction...so paiseh

haix...

2005-11-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

i hate my father...he keeps picking on me nowadays...ya last week..dance camp i say i wanna go school myself cause i noe my sis and bro not going to sch so he no need to fetch anyone den i think no need burden him den i went to school myself..i trying to lighten his burden and he says tt i am stubborn and dun wanna let him drive me to school...yea for the whole week including open house lah...ya den i reach home a bit later cause went to eat and stuffs...he leep saying wa more and more like your bro liao...everyday come home late late...i mean i reach home at 9 only...also not very late mah...den he keep kping me lorh...ya den after tt went to pa n suday...i went to eat le den immediately go home le...den i bring the gao qiao home lah...cause next day i going to sch den can bring to sch mah..ca.nnot expect other pple to bring home 2 right? den he keep saying one small small gerl bring a stilts home sitting in a mrt den he went to buy a camera mah...den he reach home realise e person nv give charger and battery den he very pissed off den he say dao jia le hai bu yao qu chong liang den he very angry keep kping me...i mean his fault for forgetting den he scold me for wat? i just reach home and still taking off my shoe lorh...kaoz...ya den today...stay for gym cause need to find pple take gao qio home cause i noe he damn pissed le...den i say i go home myself caus ei dunno wat time end cause he say he wanna fetch me den i say no need...i mean like nvm de mah...cannot let me independent go home myself de meh? den at home he i do homework den he ask me call my granny so i say later lah i finish homewok first den later 5b min later he take the cordless fone in ask me call...I WAN LIKE FINE WATEVA...den i put down my pen and call lah...ya den u noe old pple like to keep repeating the same question so i keep answering lorh..den he say bu hui wen ren doong xi ar? yi zhi hui da zuo shen me? i mean she keep aking how i ask her right? he obviously ytring to find faults wif me lorh...den after tt i went online den he talk to me from outside so soft den my music on so loud obviously cannot hear right? den he come into my room find me msning den he say zhi hui geng dian nao jiang hua...wo gen ni jiang hua ni ye bu hui ying shi ma? wa lao lorh...i nv hear lorh...den after tt he keep saying wat i gao zi bi very unhealthy keep talking to com and not human lorh...den i say FINE!!! IT TALK WAT U WANNA TALK! den he walk away...diaoz right? i think he very fiery nowadays...keeping finding faults wif me lorh...i super pissed wif him le...ROAR!!! lalala...today is complain day...lolx

2005-11-25T20:04:00.000+08:00

ya...i forgot to blog abt 6p class outing...we went to watch harry potter...after tt went mac eat eat b4 we watch movie go pizza hut eat eat shop shop...lolx made a pact wif kj to go somewhere on monday (wink wink*)lolx...den after tt bel use her ez link card buy her mac mah...she nv put back her wallet...den she go mrt station tt time horh she tap her wallet...but nothing leh...den i say maybe u wanna take out and tap? lolx...den she take lorh...she tap and tap and tap but den cannot leh...den suddenly kj says:BEL! Y U GO TAP UR STUDENT PASS???lolx SO GAO XIAO RIGHT?!!!lolx b4 i went causeway saw yan ling lah...miss her sooooooooooo much like 1 year nv see her le...she bcum chio le horh...den after tt i went home receive a letter from helena sosweet of her...den i replied den i wrote another one to yan ling :D lolx...i am soo nice...yea just dump all the pe xhirts into the basin and saoking them...hope they can bcum clean again...the water is brwn in color...haha i gusess i will miss kai wen blog bah...no more picture of me le:Dlolx

yea very long no update le...

2005-11-25T19:37:00.000+08:00

yea very long no update le...so i better blog again...
yea dance camp was fun...but no overnight :( lolx e 1st station game i play i already have to drink e pepper water le...almost vomitted den after tt my mouth was filled wif the smell lorh...so er xin lorh...yea my group name is bai qiu...lolx den all e station game...ya den 2nd day...wet game...DIRTY!!!lolx wet wet de...stupid zhi peng keep spraying water at me lorh...dun like him...den play si aun station lorh i dirtiest gal...they put the starch or wateva all over my face and ear and hair can...toothpaste went into my eyes...la la de...lolx den after ttt my hand all got paint lorh...den qi hui station the water keep getting into my nose...den we went to another toilet to bathe...only 7 pple :D lolx...den after tt dance...so farnie... lao shi ask me wear the feather...lolx...so farnie de...so many pple keep luffing at me...den ketchup i also have to wear it...haha den after tt we pratise chingay...yay!! shuang ren wu all ok...lolx... hmm...tts all lah...oh ya!!! b4 dance i got stuck in the toilet!!! yea...so farnie...me and px go hide in cubicle den i lean on e door den suddenly pom!!! e door went inside out...den i carn get it back den after tt wen xuan they all come den they no strenght push it back lah...lolx...b4 they come in den i keep screaming help le...coz goign to be 8 le...lolx...den i ask li huan go outside get winston here...lolx...den winston wah tuck and yin cheong come in lorh...den winston bang into the door...den yay!!! i can come out le!!! lolx...so farnie so fun...after sch played volley ball till 7.30 den went home... yea den today last day of dance camp...so dirty lorh..mud bath and wateva...later heard froms sb tt the water consist of paint and biscuit they chew chew chew and throw it in...newspaper and wat eva lorh...so er xin de...hmph* hq keep pouring the mud on me...den i chase siok xin and she chase me den i fell down...den winston piak the semen thing on me...lolx...den after tt clean up go bathe...den after tt see those guys downstairs bathing...lolx public bath lah...haha they like small kids lidat,,,den throw shampoo for them...haha den after tt went to play volley ball...lolx...luan luan lai...haha...den after tt go kfc eat lunch jiu hui jia!! tml got open house pple!!! JIA YOU!!!!
haha the tong xin yuan so farnie de....da yang keep mei ren yu-ing...haha den after tt next mon one DA JIAN COMING BACK!!! OMG!! SHUAI GE!!! HAHA

very long no update :D

2005-11-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

yea...very long nv update le...so updating now...yea very busy the past few days...dance...last day le...den sat i sleep till like pig lidat...den sun got pa...slacking...played lots of games and zhong ji mi ma...lolx...so stupid lah...all the forfeit...yea...den today zhong pping and bel come my house....zp coming to my house practise things lorh...haha she rocks...wish her luck tml....yea...den today went back to primary sch...see the dance...coz the seniors all gone den the standard drop le...sianz...lao shi ask me diao the wu lorh...they got ap de...heck them lah...lolx...den i realise i nv bring key...house nobodyy...so got lock outside lah..sianz...den bel and zp come...also got locked outside...lolx...weeee...tml is 6p gathering....not bad lah...watch harry potty agian...lolx:D yea nth to sat le...bye

110 gathering cum dance practise...

2005-11-16T21:12:00.000+08:00

2 days ago we went to east coast park and play damn funlah...at first me and hq went to ride the 2 rider bike...damn fun den we went to the sea and play a while lorh den when wanna ride back tt time raining...so i took the umbrella and shield the 2 of us den i carry hq bag...den we cycle in the rain...i look fuckingly stupid lorh...sianz...den we ride and ride and the roller bladers come and hold on to our bike so tt they can blade very fast lorh...den went to the pier take stupid picture and video lorh...lolx ...yea den after tt chowy came...his children damn cute lorh...yea he climbed up the tree to take e soccer ball down...so shuai can?lolx...yea den i rent the one rider bike again coz i cannot blade mah...den we cycle to hawker centre and eat...lolx...mr chow fell down and den i nearly crashed into him...yanling also fell down...guessed tt place is cursed..coz they fell down at same spot lorh...lolx..den go write on e sand and sit in mac lorh...all in all very shuang and i got sun burnt...but lucky heal wuite fast...my tan line so farnie de...my hand the sleeve there white white de...den the arm is black den they den the watch there white white de...so farnie...now watching the dance e show...wa lao lorh...guoqiang and hua hua so bad de...bash them up lorh*arbish* hope martine and lulu get back sia...blah outta point...back to dance...
yea dance was nice...was having chingay lorh...e dance was short...and i have to stand on shoulder...so god damn high lorh...scare me to death...lucky lao shi change to easier one...lolx...yh is notty...den played lots of games...i think the sleeping one damn shuang...i really fall asleep today lah...but when the floor started vibrating...den i wake up le....was crying coz i was yawning...yea tts all wif the adventure.. rachel coming back today at 12...lolx...alyssa will be god damn happy lorh..yea tts all

2005-11-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

hey...i read this book abt amy...damn sad lah...this gal got snap nude photo by a sick guy she met in icq lorh...so er xin...den i still borrowed a book call BOOB lolx...gao xiaoo lah...yea lets get straight to today adventures at pa...
yea we tried out the super high gao qiao lah...dunno y my gao qiao always to one side de...but still can walk den i wear sandals so got blisters at the side of my leg...lolx wif the gao qiao we can peeped into the toilet lorh haha fun fun den we got our dance ready le...theme is abt les lah...den me and hb 1st part so farnie de den he stupid lah...shuang ren wu do wrong de...den i dunno wat to do lah...dunno y den got sick sick R/A dance de...lolx..no lah...very gao xiao jiu dui le...oh ya b4 tt we went imm to support the xiao xiao qi ye jia ting...so farnie...kenneth is soooooooooo cute as he haven grow taller...shao hao is damn rude lah...diaoz...gen ni hen shou ar? lolx...yea alyssa hq px and jeslyn n me bought like 16 dollar worth of stuffs from them...den go pa lah...after pa went to eat the tian ji zhou lorh...super nice lah...so spicy but i can take it...the rest all the mouth swollen le!!! yay!!i power!!!lolx...lame...hao lian sia...den go home lorh....tml got class outing...hope very fun den cam blog a lot...i wanna ride the 2 rider bike wif hq lorh...lolx

2005-11-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

me and pei xuan laming...
hq AND px
ME and HQ(see her expression)
hq and me

hq and aly
aly and hq
aly and me
MUACKIES!!!!

YAY!!!
our signature pose!
pouts

playing wif px camera...no comment we are so shuai

me in skirt...surprise not?

see yanling behind? so cute

OMG!!! I AM CRAZY!! POST SO MANY PHOTOS LAH...haha no lah coz i very happy...plus i got a skirt!!lolx i am lame...i wore it...quite ok leh...eeek...but yueli turning into a lady!!!OMG! puke pple*** lolx...now i got ring tone in my 6610 le...thx to my bro and wateva the pc suite...i cooked him maggie to thank him..see wat a nice sister i am :DI AM VERY HAPPY!!!remember to go imm tml support e xiao xiao qi ye jia thing :D

2005-11-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

ahahahahahha i am here to blog again coz i veyr happy and many amusing things are happening!!! like my brother fell down!!! lolx so farnie lah...now his back hurts...ask me massage den he kneel down den it reminds me of chai gu...sooooooooooooooooooooooooo.... I HELP HIM CHAI GU!! IT IS SO AMUSING TO SEE UR BRO BUTT SO QIAO AND HIGH UP IN THE AIR!!! lolx...den i chai lah...only 2 cracks...no fun...:/

today in the bus i remebered 2 adventures...i see a sexy woman de butt crack den her bf rite? go hug her waist den the hand move down all the way till the butt there...and his finger attempted to go into the butt crack but failed as the gf moved away to find a seat...lolx...den on the lrt i see a couple...they are hugging each other and is getting ready to get off the lrt le...den they started hugging even closer like they sticking together lidat den they started to kiss...i was staring at them...wif the mated and dates book on my hand den they started frenching.......den stop...the gal look at me..i damn paiseh...so look away...den after tt they went back to frenching again...lolx... i think i so dumb lah...go stare at them french...lolx...den i heard the woman say...honey...song wo hui jia lah...den the guy hold the woman waist den move out den the woman give him a kiss on the cheek den they go lift i walk stairs so i lost them...lol...i think i sound like dick chan...but he stopped blogging le...i so sad...

here are some interesting blogs...
www.dickchan.blogspot.com this is a very sick blog lah...
www.xiaxue.blogspot.com this gal blogs constructive stuffs but are offended by her fans lah
www.cheekybynature.blogspot.com this guy is super duper farnie lah!!! but his post are quite vulgar lah...but interesting..hope u enjoy :D

happy:D

2005-11-11T22:01:00.000+08:00

weeee so happy made up le...happy sha lala...thx to those hu tagged:D yay!!! but i dun wan quarrels again...very difficult to deal wif when u are alone...i dun wan...i very scare...i very worry...haix...but at least we are ok now bah...2 days le...still quite happy lah...haha

den now i am in love wif jay de shan hu hai e one wif lara the lyrics so nice lah...i go memorise :D nice lah...den next i love hei se mao yi den is ye qu den is fa ru xue lolx the piao yi damn gao xiaoo all the pple luff one haha...piao yi xia...sui bian!! argh!! damn cool lah...haha loads of 212 pple went to 302 lah gd for them...never get separated!! yay!! tong tong get promoted...he so worried lorh coz he fail english...i so happy for jiemin...lolx double surprise?yay!!! i very happy...lols i am crazy!!! haha...wonder where sze yang stay leh...see him in 184 bus...so dao sia

OH YA PPLE!! VEYR IMPT!!! PLS GO TO IMM ON 13 NOV SUNDAY TO SUPPORT ZHENGHUA PRIMARY SCHOOL IN THE XIAO XIAO QI YE JIA THING...THX LOADS 3RD FLOOR 10-5 :D THX!!!haha i am lame...remember horh

i wanna play initial d....can some pro teach me?sb so long le still nv teach me...i still cannot complete the game lah...grr...lalala...dance very fun...our dance complete le!!!yay!! today went kfc...alyssa and hq say i am cute :DD lolx...bhb...den alyssa so blur de...leave $2.50 on the tray den go le...lucky i remind her lah...den e person clearing so cock eye de...nv see the money lorh...lolx...den went home...jjourney home is boring...den i online...den now chatting wif pple...yay i very happy today!!!lolx

2005-11-10T01:57:00.000+08:00

quite true for me...

was chatting wif jie min...i reallised something....i noe where my problem lies...too possesive,...too attetion seeking(to them though i din did tt on purpose...), too selfish....(they said i like to control their life or wadeva... but i dun think it is my fault lah...they outcaste me 1st de lehz...sianz...), too stubborn(i wont give in...but tts me right?)...yea i guess tts all but if i wasnt lidat den i wont be yueli le...thx man jiemin i love you loads u are the one hu i trusted most now along wif craig...he is nice but horny...lolxyea i love jie min...i dunno if i shld change this attitude of mine afterall it is like impposible for us to get back ya noe..in e sense tt we wont be tt close anymore...and i am sure more conflicts are going to come coz when problems happen they dun solve them...they justleave it to snowball bigger....maybe coz the way we handle matters are diff...they wan things to get over asap but i wanna solve it b4 we move on...but this kinda situation isnt very often...tml hope things get better...how many times have i posted today?lolx

hi pple

2005-11-09T16:13:00.000+08:00

i am alive and kicking so many unhappy things have happen and we are oging to solve them tml...hope everything turn out fine and i wont cry in case pple say i attract attention and think crying very big lidat...fine...shall blog abt happy things...

yea monday no dance de...den stupid yh so late den dismiss us lah...sianz...if not can go far east earlier...meet sx lah lolx....bought something damn gao xiaoo de farnie...so sick and notty also...whooops!lolx...den after tt went home no adventures leh...

next day got dance which is yesterday b4 tt went to jp help out something den go arcade play initial d lah...woots! i got e card so thx to the pro hu helped me...den after tt when i leaving for dance tt time i saw him at mrt station too..was late by 2 min but go t reason coz i was too dumb and they started warm up so guess miss tan was early...haha learn the new dance was fast lah lolx...den after tt went home...at jp tt time meet a lot of pple lah play para para also...wooots...i can clear the stage!!!haha fun fun...den leaving other den seeing tt pro pro guy see my cousin...the super tall de...haix...den after dance walk fast fast to catch bus to go play badminton wif zhong ping and got misunderstood by them...but cannot blame them though...had time catching up wif zhong ping and she is doing well and i mean very well in her sch bt still as pessimistic and not confident like last time lah haha den go to bbal court see his gor...lolx...i remembered tt time i go get the joseph no. for zhong ping and call the other guy shorty lah...lolx like very despo lidat...den after tt got suan by them...den was pissed off so went to the badminton court sit sit eat dinner haha...den after tt got takewondo class...i realised jeryl was taking his takewondo lesson there and his father is one of the instructor lah...lolx...got so excited tt i call jerrine almost immediately lah...den chat for 30 min coz i running outta outgoing calls le...den after tt sit sit look look takewondo den go home lah...had some adventures but cannot blog abt it...sianz...lolx...so in fact i love yesterday!!!woooots!!!!but now i very scare...i dun wanna go pa le...but got this dance project lah...sianz...am i still welcomed...i dunno~

life suck

2005-11-09T13:18:00.000+08:00

life suck...i hate my life...i cannot trust anyone...i told myself ya we are going to break...just a matter of time...yea bet it is going to come thru...i dun even noe hu to trust...shld i even trust myself? i dunno...i dunno if the next step i am making is right a not...i dunno...outcasted and alone in this world...nothing to hold on to when u are drowning...i always tot i can count on her...but she let me down...totally...and now some other pple are saying u can share ur problems wif me and watever...u not scare waste ur money meh?omg lah...sianz i hate my life...looking forward to 21 and 22 nov...now i hate dance...nobody for partner and nobody to talk to nobody to have fun...wth...

sad sad and miserble life

2005-11-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

loads of stupid things happen...all sad sad de now one more misunderstanding lah i hate life...i trust her so much and she only take me as trouble coz she thinks i have a lot of troubles...but i do tell ehr other stuffs right? and also... she think i only waste her money...sms her=waste money...coz i got a lot of problem...she fair-weather friend izzit?happy things den tell her sad dun tell ar?wats the point man..i decided...unless she give a sincere apology or i wont go back...i will survive...

so many things...

2005-11-01T14:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a very sad day...something very very very bad happen shldnt have went to pa the day b4 yesterday lorh...but it cannot be salvage anymore...and 110nors i wont be going for the remedial om friday...and dancers i may not go for dance on friday or maybe will be super super late lah...erm...dun bother abt ffinding out why..only 3 persons noes abt it...lalala...i feel so sad...and unfillial...haix...

i am now currently in my dad's office blogging...this is a dial up connection so it is super slow and yes! jay new album shi yi yue de xiao bang is out out out!!wooots! ye qu is god damn nice lah...confirm buying the album le...but must wait till next week though...haix...oh ya and erm pple PLEASE DUN DL JAY SONGS~~ GO BUY THE ALBUM!!!TYTY HAHA... yea i am crazy...

well yesterday despite the super bad thing happening i still went out..this is y i am unfillial and but this thing is ssuper super rare! i cannot afford to miss it...really...it will be a super long time b4 the next...haix...sad sad holiday

new blogskin~

2005-10-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

lolx...i think i love this skin lah so wont be changing sometimes later till i found a nicer one though...haha...heard this jay chou song kitchen version of wu ding gao xiao man...haha den still got tuo diao chritmas version super nice leh haha... pls give comments on how my blog look like anyway pple say i am the naggiest and longest blogger so i shall blog less today...haha

~

2005-10-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

back to blogging...hello pple i am not dead i am alrite just tt i dunno how to face them now... so alyssa ask me go out i would rather not....in case we meet awkward stuffs...haix...nvm...

as jeslyn ask me to blog so i shall~yesterday went to pa, meet at bugis and there is this shop call the......***drumroll**** CONSEX SHOP!! yes u are right...the CONSEX SHOP!!!wooots clap pple!!lolx...but under 23 cannot go in...so we see all the exhibitions outside lah...haha got htings like lubricant, vibrator in the shape of cherry to vibrate the mouth i suppose...haha this got me very very curious so today i went to ask mr chow some questions!!!haha notty notty shall not elaborate...haha den pple hu go into the shop are old man like 40+...adoei...40 le still can do meh?go inside buy things tt can make you erect within 1 min ar coz too old le...haha...eeekkk i am so sick... den back to pa...

we teach jeslyn how to cai gao qiao so late for ji he...bleh...but lucky nth happen lah...haha den went to lian qian gun hou gun den lian fan...jeslyn is a pro...learn 1 min can le...just tt the leg not straight enuff...argh!!! it hink i most lan de...but at least still can lah...den we get into groups le...our group the subject is.............. LESBIANISM!!!!WOOOTS!!!CLAP!!!lolx...coz we only got 1 guy in our group...so decided to zheng si ta...haha...details shall not be declosed...den today ins chool

recess wif yunian very fun...lolx...den got this indian dance thing...quite nice lah...haha the music very farnie... but quite nice...den finish le go lunch den after tt is the royston tan come...he quite shuai leh...haha den i tot miss yeo say wat super star den come the sg idol e patrick... though he can sing lah but cause i cannot really hear it so i think he must be damn shy lah...everyone clap clap clap also louder den his voice but i see the film quite touching and humourous lah...haha he can sing!!! lolx...brave guy man really look up to him...den pple ask him encore!!!woots!!!wat i was abt to do too...haha den pple run up the stage to hug him and den still got winston and yc go shake his hands...so guai lan...lolx...actually i wanted to go too...but yl dun wanna go wif me...sad sad sad...lolx...okies i blogged today is a happy day!!! bleh...

i am alrite

2005-10-23T00:21:00.000+08:00

hi peeps...i am ok just needed a place to vent my anger and stuffs...to kai yan...JIE LUN IS MINE!!!lolx...
was promotion day lah...haha pray hard...damn scare lorh...sianz...and my ah gong in hospital...pray for him too...i would wan him to get well even if it mean sacrificing me...i hate my life too much...today is the 6th day since i gao zi bi le...i wan them back but i couldnt bring myself to do it...they are not worthy of me for not understanding me...maybe we are too head strong...we are equally stubborn...so nth can be solved...i mean so wat if we get back together?can we be like as close as b4?impossible...the trust in us is gone...maybe i shall name them a b and c...so i can slowly blogged...pple hu are bored pls get away now...bleh

a b c and me were well and happy and fine a and me were close b and c were close...den we quarrelled...and den lalala too many things den b and c got misunderstanding...den c and me got along quite well...in fact i told c everything i noe...but den i noe the gd days wont last...b and c resolved the musunderstanding and left me alone like an alien hu is not even suppose to be on earth...gradually they are closer...even closer den b4...and i can sense tt b doesnt like me much...maybe coz it seems like we are fighting for c...den bc and me thinks a is too wat le...she realised and we got back together...yea all was well and fine...but u can see this,...when abc and me walk together hu is the one 4eva standing at the back?did they even realise it?maybe a did but how long did she take to solve tt?she noe it...she walked wif me...but after a while...like a min...she went back and left me alone...and c is forever pissed off wif me...even wif little little thing tt i say out when everyone noes it... den she started flaring up...in the mrt...i cannot take it anymore...at 1st i act like i was ok...but all of the sudden...everything just flash back...i cried...in the mrt...how miserable is tt?j and a realised...they cared...but i noe abc are together...i tot of going back home...but for the sake of j i stayed...until a point when we reach there i couldnt take it anymore...i runaway under e eyes of a..she din care...she din ask me to stay...nvm...i waited at the mrt station...in the hope tt they will call me and ask me to go back,...i waiting for so long..i gave up hope...i was on the way to pasir ris park...when they call me...dun they realised it too slow?like 30 min after i was gone den they started calling...in case they still want to noe where i went...i reached pasir ris park...see pple having so much fun and wat was i doing there?Seeking refuge?i feel too sad...i actually wanna go marina to fly kites or wat but realise no fun and was too childish si i took the train all the way back to jp...i eat in the kfc alone...shopped around...hide in the toilet but realised how inconsiderate i was so i went away...went to orchad to meet my bro feel so small there but at least they "welcomed" me lah...went to my bro firneds house...den i went to jurong again...my aunt house...stayed there till like 11 plus...used their phone and call sx...and chatted loads...it was fun lah...haha den we conference but realised have to go home so conference in the car wif my hp lah...chat and chat and chat sooooooooooo fun...feel like trying it again...i missed him loads can...smsed loads...found tt i was tricked into telling my whereabout...so i lied...reached home at 12.30... ya...and r stop tt can?u say u treat me as a friend...but i dun sensed tt...all u care is ur c mei...u only wan to find out wat happen coz u are jsut curious...and this is the after effect of this thing~

every recess stick wif 101 gals...love them loads...they treat me as their gang...i noe they lvoe me...we sang we kissed we eat together we stick together too...it has been a long time since i felt lidat...does abc shower me wif this kinda love?no...or at least they showered but i just din feel it...like they always say i dun appreciate them...but does she realised i tried to?but realised there were more things to be upset abt den appreciate? now abc is very very close...in fact they are a gang...a and c hu is not so closed are very very gd now...do they noe i am so called jealous?i need them...but they were not there for me...maybe my attitute problems have halt them from coming forward...they came to console...i can see...but i merely pretended to look away...and make everything seems alright...luffing on the outside when i am deeply scarred...i just wan all friendships to break up all couples to break up..i wan the world to change bcoz of me...yea but i noe it will not happen...it is my problem...i cannot bring myself to open up...i noe they care...i noe they love me...just tt it is my problem...i will not accept it...i feel inferior...they all ahve wat they are speciallised in...but i cant find mine...bleh...this thing is forced out by someone...i nvwan to admit this fact...i feel like not worthy of them... or izzit i can feel tt they look down on me?maybe i am a attention seeker...go around quarrelling to seek their attention...but seriously i dun wan anyattention...i dunno wat happened to me...i just think they look down on me...i am inferior...i am not worthy of them...blah

ya...even dance isnt so enjoyable already...double shock...friendship prob...and my result jsut suck...but at least i pass i suppose...haix...dance is not enjoyable coz i already ahve prob finding a partner and now pple still come and steal my partner...i guess i am easily replaced...they can just live happily wifout me...so wat am i to them?they always say rock rock rock...but do they mean it?nah...i dun suppose...bleh...life suck suck suck...lalala...den they still ahve to make matters so big by telling i dunno how many pple...they come and lecture me...but do u noe how miserable and small i feel...do u have to get tt small feeling out again when i am trying so hard to conceal it and look alright?i am not trying to gain sympathy here...if u think i am den get lost..i dun need it at all...i am me i can live..i will survive...i wont be so dumb again to resort of suiciding...but i dun mind sacrificing my life for things tt are worth it...and now triple shock...my ah gong...my beloved ah gong is in hospital, critical condition...50 50 chance...i am willing to die for him to exchange his health back...
and shana i think it is quite obvious enuff to noe hus the them le bah...bleh...my life is just sucky~

too many things

2005-10-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

too many things...depressed stuffs...i wanna be optimistic...but there is really nth for me to be optimistic abt...my tpc spoil,loner and outcasted,my results sucks, quarreled again and so many pple i am against and i feel real stressed...so sry...i flop ur plan...

y dun u all understand me? not tt i dun wanna say den u all can have the right not to care... this gal here is always acting as e gd person and middle man the other one pratically ignores and the other one 4eva pissed off...y must problems snow-balled into big big stuffs b4 u all care? always lidat...i have enuff...ignoring is the best way out i suppose...since i am so easily replaced and u can come and snatch my partner and stuffs...suck.
fine enuff of depressing stuffs...haha...i miss those sec4s lah...ben ben haven send me the cool cool pic we took...haha my result totally flunk...i fail my history and den bio but general sci still pass lah...hmm average is only 56...hope i will pass my eng overall lah..i still dunno yet leh...boo~ got into this dunno wat debating thing lah...not really interested and i got other things on...today got dance...very fun though i still feel sad lah... teach cheryl they all teh new ketchup and den we learned oai oai oai,..so fun lah...haha in preparation for chingay lah...lolx..chengay in reversist training...eek!warm up was difficult...i keep having cramps...dunno y...but nv lian fan leh...bleh i guess i shall not lian anymore...depressed enuff..i am also not going to pa anymore i guess till stuffs are settled...go wif your heart...live ur life...boo~somehow i think dance is cruel...we need to have a partner and now i finally find one and this gal ehre keeps poaching...hate them totally...but guess i was bitchy enuff to get her back bah...and y must u all make matters so big and tell the world world abt it? spying on me invading my privacy... i have the right to remain silent...u all can enjoy ur life so much...theres no need for me...i hate all of you...blah...

dance

2005-10-15T14:31:00.000+08:00

yup...gao zi bi in class again today lah...i love jj lin this song call jiu shi wo...bleh...outta point...ya...den the whole sch time is damn freak boring can..w.atched troy and those very "nice" part got fast forward...12 min 26 sec...lolx...nvm...was alone in class.now damn freak worried for eoy lah...english i think i still got tt little bit of confident lah...the other subjects teacher all say si beh jia lat lah...haix...die ding le...will get kick out de lorh...better go pray on moderation day lorh...haix...promotion day also must go pray...haix...sad....yesterday was sec 4 last day le...shall miss ben ben they all lah...lolx...jay chow foto is so nice can?lolx...den after tt is dance...cannot bring myself to gao i bi though i suceed in not luffing at all those jokes but i cannot bear the outcastement and it is like i am so easily replaced...wifout me their life is still ok wat and den she got herself a partner easily...lucky 2 pple din come if not sure tio outcasted de...feel so sad can...i hate all of u still lah...but how to bring myself to do tt...den dance so fun lah...i think i noe how to guo e 3 guan bah...den after tt ketchup...argh!!!dance wrong side can?lolx...opposite direction lah...hong ma yi also...got mixed up wif the left and right thing...sianz...den hmm...reach home at 8 and i think ky very poor thing lah...see her asking for transport...haha den carry so many things lolx...i think i also need to bring home stuffs le lah...yl they all all pack till empty locker le...i still ahve my eng and geog and files and acc and stuffs lorh...haha...my bro bag broke and he used my bag so i have to bring the other bag to sch on tuesday...tt super toot one...i needa buy slipcase also...or just use the casing i having now?lalala...in dilemma now...and i hate hj and bb...crap so much can...bleh~ oh ya claudine help me chai gu...really can hear the crack and sooooooo pain and i rolled on the floor...i wanna lian fan!!!i need my sister to teach me le...haha...my leg cramp in the night and my backone still pain lah...lolx...and my gui fan becum gun yuan bao when i came back...farnie...pain pain...means my gun yuan bao skills till havent lost yet...just have to get the feeling back lah...haha now using my bro lappy...woots~hacking teh pw is fun fun fun..and he got those nice nice songs in his lappy too...den go his friend blog realised he got a friend also call yueli and den got han bin(hannbin) and yi yang(yang yi) and yuhli and min jie(jie min and min jue)lolx...still got a tall tall guy call yin cheng...haha gao xiao...den also got yi hui(yi hwee) den got keewee(kiwi) haha loads of farnie name sia...lalala...i think phay blog html code got prob..post le cannot see th post de...bleh...feel like drinking yakult and kinder bueno!!!boo...siok xin din post...sad:(haha better go b4 my bro catch me bah...

wooots~!!!

2005-10-12T19:07:00.000+08:00

i prepared 2 post...one for my blog one for phay blog...but got some stupid reason tt my wireless connection cannot work so i have to wait till it is over b4 i copy and paste the notepad to the blogger and post it...so shall blog abt my adventures of the day here

went out wif yck today!!wooooots~!!!see so many peeps lah...haha like i see jie ying bina wen hui brenda joscelin amanda hui ling jeraldine and more lah...cannot remember le...den i see wen hui(dance) and stella also den i still see isabelle and also mambos and gang...haha...plucking may lynn bra strap is freaking fun can?she dun care de...lolx...so not used to my house desktop the key board now...used to type so fast wif it lah...but now more used to tpc de key board le...haha den yck went to kbox...the lunch there ar...lolx...drink so little also...nv update the wat also...all the new songs all not there...i wan sing yi lu xiang bei de lorh!!!lolx...den go find so many songs all cannot find de...den put so many advertisment there waste time ar?crap...lolx...den sing sing sing soooooooo many jay de can???!!!?!?!? lolx den got bei feng chui guo de xia tian and jin sha is sooooooo sweet looking lah..and erm WE SANG BABE!!! THE FUNNY FUNNY SONG TT WE SWEARED TO SING DURING OUR NEXT VISIT AND ALSO WE SANG THE 1ST CUT IS ALWAYS THE DEEPEST OR WATSOEVA!!!SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FARNIE CAN?OUTTA TUNE...LOLX...chilll~ we sang quite a lot till we zao xia and lots lah...lolx...farnie den out adventures in kbox ends at 2 so we went snopping around at the neos shop and tt where we see mambos and gang

neo...we only chose 2 coz no time!!argh!!but nvm the rest not nice anyway...haha...den took another one..not bad looking...after tt went to shop around lah...comics yellow popular and places lidat lah...den went to kfc mum mum...lolx...sit there so long and see stella and bf lorh...haha den after tt wanna go home de but wanna find somewhere to sit so went to mac again and buy something and sit down and talk again...lolx...den went home so crowded...lose my balance so many times coz i got nth to hold on to other den bel and kj./..haha gao xiao~den on the fone wif bel...haha soooooooooooo fun!!!

we had lots of fun today and i wanna thank them for making my days...they rock totally~cool...

hmmm...since now i have the time i shall blog abt yesterday PHAY day!!!woooooots!!!11 oct...lalala...
we had lots of disputes abt where to go and erm finally decided to go to je to ice skate but in the end we went to arcade instead...b4 this we were at aly house...haha...den we go to je de...sotong aly forgets to bring her bus card and we had to pay 1.30 instead of 75...argh!!!lolx...nvm...had lots of fun at arcade den we sit at kfc and eat and px the drumlet take like sooooooo long to come can?den we saw sze yang and pple bev and jie min and yanling they all lah...if we went ice skating, we would have seen them lorh...they were there lah...haha...den went to lot 1 to buy bev pressie but in the end went there to carve a phay chain for ourselves...SOOOOOOOOOOOO CHIO CAN!!!LOLX... and we forgot totally abt bev pressie...went to take neos after we carve tt thing den went to shop around...den i think we went home le...did we do something else there?i forgot...nvm details in phay blog...haha...den i think i can delete the 2 posts in my tpc le...haix...waste my time yesterday...oh ya i was soooooooooooooo tired when i reach home tt i fall asleep almost immediately lah...lolx...

monday...went out again...went to loads of places...ca,jp,clementi,bangkit,home...lolx...spent like sooooo many hours outside lah...haha...fun daooooooooooooooooo....lolx...

lalala i think tts all lah...and i feel sad tt no one is blogging...and it is after exam and results will be out and i am gonna die die le...think i better stay at home nowadays lah...so parents wont blame too much like forever going out and spend money and din study...bah...geog is out to kill us can?damn freak difficult tt i crap thru the whole paper...eng was ok though i dun have much confident math part 1 ok part 2 confirm fail ding and die le...and the thing is 109 peeps after i came out and walk past them they were like ooo so easy far more easy den i expected...wa lao gu yi izzit?pissed off lorh...i wanna buck up on math!!!y carn i have as much self control as kj de?dun wan go out means cannot study for abt 5 hours a day...boo nerd!!!haha...den history also die le...lit unseen prose too...science chem was easier den bio...woots!!miss chian~i miss her loads man... lolx..wat else ar...home econs was like totally wasting my time lorh...not as if there is a he course in sec 3 right? and den so sian lah...1hr i only use like 10 min...sleepp thruout the test...the teacher also damn kao bei lorh...come in scream at us in between also scream at us den say cannot slepp but since everyone sleep so i heck care her and slept...haha.dunno y din sleep well on monday lah...sleeping every chance tt i can take oh ya den i sleep at aly nhouse and stupid pple dp supid things lorh...grr...sleeping beauty horh?lolx...nvm art was jia lat lah...dunno wat to draw lorh...boo!!! going to eat dinner le...lalala
'-yueli was here~:P

life is unfair for me...

2005-10-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

wif regards to somebody...
The past...
i dun wish to rake this up actually but den...yea...friendship have its up and down...but y u dun have? why must my friendship be to the extreme? upupupupup so high in the beginning of the year and suddenly come crashing down...wats the prob?just bcoz i wan everything to be perfect?i carn force myself to be like xiaotian...pushing all his responisibility to amanda and walk off lidat...as a chairman u shld just take the responsibility to yourself...prob bcoz of this...i became the most hated gal in class, just bcoz i am a perfectionist...it i push everything to jie min...maybe she will be the one crashing... i wan everything to be perfect?maybe when i go to look back at all this things in the future...i may think i have matured...but if tt is the case, i rather dun grow up...y carn i be the pampered one(like yihua) do wrong tings and just say SORRY!!! and den cry and everyone will come flocking at er and say nvm nvm and try to fix the prob for her...wat abt me?when i cry does anyone noe?silent tears...i hate it...u cannot cry out loud...i am suppose to be a strong gerl..i am not supose to cry...but the stress is too much for a 13 year old to take...anything go wrong den call yueli yueli yueli...yueli here yueli there...do i have the responsibility to take care of everything? anything wrong must call me fix...it seems like i am the shoulder of the class...i hav to make sure everyone got their newspaper in time(right b4 reading period)if not pple like jason will come and say i wan a refund of money for my newspaper...and if i give out too early...pple will anyhow put the newspaper and den it went missing and they come and get another one from me...it is always bcuz of all this not responsible pple tt i have to give up my own newspaper...and when pple are absent i have to take their newspaper to class...and when i place it on the teachers table...some teacher will bark and me and say hus the one...den i always have to own up...and get scolded by teachers....for little little mistakes tt i hav done...and this teacher always call the chair and vice up and ask does your class behave so rowdily normally and i was like say the truth or wat...wa lao...other pple hu is suppose to do their roles also need constant reminders..they can just say oh i forgot and den everything settle...den when i forget mine it is like wah the world worst crime lidat...haix...life really suck for me...this is just ONE EXAMPLE in my daily life last time...there are still others...like trying to unite the class but it is sort of impossible lah...but lucky tt time got help of teacher...does anyone understands my stress?like all the accusation u took and all the names u have to take like wat condom gerl...(i find this super insulting) and wat?bitch?just bcoz i have to do my role wel...i hate life...life suck for me...and now my daily life is this..............

The present
teachers sstill ask u for help...and the class is sooooooooooo noisy tt u carn hear announcement and therefore late for council meeting and stuffs and teacher will chide u for tt...now i tell the class to shuddup they will say also not chairman liao stilla ct dua pai...tt means i must have been crowned:very dua pai last time...i think i have been very busy...u see......

A comparison
beginning of the year: treasurer(Busiest moments as u have to go book for files and books and stuffs and have to sacrifice you recess time trying to get pple to pay and line up at the bookshop to collect the book...sometimes it is like so heavy and nobody volunteers to help)

middle of the year: chairman(88 anniversary and so many things going on and have to control the class coz it is at the peak of the noise at tt time and have to go and do so many duties and survey things and stuffs like tt...i hate admin work...and ther is no one to help me as i have to take charge coz miss wong is not around...no one to share burden and sometimes have to help her do things too)

end of the year:council...(very busy coz got so many projects going on...and now there is this workshop and i am not pleased coz chairman 2 stars leadership skill while councillors under probation is only 1 star...unfair for me...i hate taken charge of so many roles and now banish as 1 star...not fair)

and now the jobs of the chairman and treasurers are this...so relaxing lah...not fair...

treasurer: collect class funds every month and once in a while collect some money for other things like book and stuffs lah...easy...work only ince a month but the thing is other pple accuse u of koping money...and there are disputes abt this...not fair...

chairman:jollywell dump everything to the vice chair( tts wat xiao tian is doing now...)and now exam period...not much thing going on...i feel so sad...life is so unfair for me...

6P'O4 TIMES....
this were the best time of my 13 years of puny life...i dunno why...though there are still disputes...it isnt as much as now and there are pple hu stand by u...u are popular...everyone noes u...but u are still hated by some pple...but tt is normal..nobody is well-liked by everyone but as least the majority are still ok wif you right?disputes are dissolve quickly and very soon everything is ok, well and fine...
and the thing is i am super used to the fact tt we give in to each other at tiems...but when it comes to now...i must always be the one hu gives in...the 7 of us(exco) always work together and in a short time all the suggestions form are done...so many laughter during this time...haha...sharing each other joy when they do well for psle but they understand u as u din get the expected result u wan...they give u comforting words...but it is strange u can act like everything is ok...and everything is really ok...nobody to force u to do things u dun like...mr er is the best...msn understands u...i love 6p'04 times...i miss them loads...y must we split?why why why?i feel so sad...i wan them back...i wan the time when we are talking abt crushes and teasing each other...teaasing small little p1 kiddos...i miss all of this!!!memories!!come back to me!!!

Giving in to others...
haix...now i live in bp and other clementi and jurong area...everytime we go out...i must travel so far myself, alone...wif no one to accompany me...at the most jurong east...we take different directions when we go back..taking so long alone back home...not tt i dun wanna give in...but it is like i have enuff...must we go to the same person house everytime?when i ask u peeps to come my house...u all will say too far..but have it come to u tt my house is too far for u and ur hosue is also too far for me?why must i be the one hu always gives in?at least p is nicer...she noe wat am i refering to...at least she noes it is unfair...but wat can u do?it is always e other 2 hu find excuse lah...i hate tt...we are suppose to have telepathy..but u all dun even noe wat am i thinking...actually the west coast thing and once i dun wanna go to a house is coz i find it super unfair...i travel so far wif u peeps and no one takes me home...u wont even send me back to clementi...so bad is tt...plus i am still an idiot in clement area where i will get lost easily...haix... I AM INVITING U PEEPS TO MY HOUSE AND U ALL DECLINE ME????wat if i have a birthday party at my house and den ask u all come and u all say too far and in e end no one comes?how sad izzit...haix...u peeps only wanna go to place like je...asking u peeps to go to lot 1 and u all still have to like consider?haix...y carn we meet in between?blame it on where i stay huh?yck is the best...no broken promises...yea...other pple...pple living in yio chu kang is willing to go to chua chu kang le...y carn living in clementi come to chua chu kang?i am very unhappy abt this fact...we betray each other...we hate each other...how come???Wat happen???omg...life just suck...too possesive i gues...haix...yck da best...tt is wat i can say..jeslyn also...she can come all the way from lakeside to chua chu kang...y carn u peep hu is suppose to be like closer to me?

Special thanks...
to peeps...like yh yc and yck and one phayer....tt only one...i feel very sry to u...i think i let u down...this other one practically din care abt me and still make sarcastic remarks...and u being my best friend noe abt it but din tell me...yup...thx to leon and xin zhi for being there...u 2 rox can?mr chow too...but u used the wrong method and cause me to be afraid of u and runaway from u...i wanna thank jeslyn too...haha this paragraph i think is ridiculous...i think this is the only haha i said bah...

CONCLUSION
nobody noes wat i am going thru...pms?or izzit part of growing up...i hate thisnot even phayers...and there is one hu kick me when i was down....i feel so sad...but at least there is still yck...we are all in the same boats...outcasted, life suck and no one understand...most hated person in class...)and jeslyn...i think tt jeslyn is soo matured...(or izzit tt i am too childish?)she give u nice nice advice and blanket u wif comforting words...i love jeslyn yang!!! monkeys forever!!!2nd post of the day...very pessimistic...
LIFE JUST SUCK FOR ME...UNFAIR!!!

i love everyheart more and more...i think i fall in love wif this song lah...i wish for a miracle to happen...i wann my life to change to the better...11oct, a cursed date...crying is my forte..i cry a lot...i hate this...i hat emy life...i wanna end it...too much misunderstanding has happen to me...i wanna die...and oh ya...no offence to the names mention above...and i dun wanna bear the consequence of this post...like it or hate ir leave ur comment and go...if u find it offensive den just click the X up there...thz...

new blogskin!!!

2005-10-07T20:52:00.000+08:00

L0LX!!! my blog skin nice a not?master of drifting...i think should be mistress of drifting lah...but nvm...lolx...so cool horh jay!!!lolx...my house fone is scary...suddenly will teet teet teet den caller id de...farnie...haha...loads of things to blog abt...shall be a super long post...and kj is a notty gerl..

end-of-year
phay at kfc
perverts
beyond the x axis
fever
mascara case
my bro rox
enjoyment time
zi lian

haha...this is all tt i can recall lah...and i miss siok xin's blog lah...she never update de...i feel so sad...haix...i think i got exam stress...greasy hair and oily face, pimple putbreak,fever cum easily aroused....lolx...
exam haven over lah actually...but to me it is unofficially over for me...how to study for art and home econs?omg..i damn scare this two will pull down my overall but heck lah...lolx... went to kfc after exam for 2 days...tiaking straws are fun can...tt time at mac ar..loudest...saw hmm jia and kiwi sia...lolx...den saw yijie also...alyssa met a pervert den the next day...lolx...beyond the x axis is so nice lah...all the cases all so weird de...nice nice nice nice nice nice...i think i got after exam fever lah....now i got fever i think i this whole month i mean last month till now fever thrice le...sianz...the mascara case if u all are wondering...there was this period of time when pple accuse me of wearing mascara to school...but i really dun have lorh...lolx...i think also coz of exam stress leh...coz tt mascara case last tim also happpen b4 prelim de...lolx...exam so stress lah...haha...but the puffy eye still there even though i slept for like 7 hours when i reach home...lolx...my face is still freasy and i still have my sexy panda eyes...and i think my bro rox can?he help me iron my uniform gimme his nata de coco and give me moral support during my exam lah...i talked on the fone wif miss chian!!!cool!!!rox!!!lalala...miss chian rox...a big chio bu!!!lalalala....i think my hose got dengue mosquitoe leh...not sure if it is dengue lah...but got a lot of mosquitoes...always tio de...have abt 18 mosquitoes bite on my body lah...itchy itchy...i tink jay chou last time de songs all vey nice lah...but it is getting better...haha all his love songs rox like totally...we took some kissing fotos among phayers...we kiss each other!!so sweet right?lolx...think we really rock lah...dunno if can post a not...but can see tt hq reluctant to kiss me lorh...haix...see da expression on her face lah...wa lao...lolx..i wan new np!!but have to wait till plan over and my stupid fone spoil lah...wa lao...now using 6610...so still ok...boa new songs also rox...i wan samsung z500 lah...nice nice fone!!!lolx...sianz...now the tv show beyond the x axis is so nice lah...very very nice so sweet and e cases all so nice but den the yiwen so evil wanna kill xue ming lah...and the micheal the eye very kong bu leh...dunno y...haha...going on kbox soon!!!lalala...rox like totally...but needa get the membership card..haix...lalala...ty have have have!!!lolx...wat else is there to blog?oh ya i love jeslyn loads can?yay!!!lalala...hmm...yiwen really very evil...lolx...i feel sick and bloated~haix...

back again

2005-09-21T17:58:00.000+08:00

back again...after so many private entries...so many things happen to me...and i dun wish to blog abt them...but i need a place to vent the anger...but i cannot post them out...y carn i be like xia xue? post those offensive things...pple read them and some commented...real nasty comments but she still got so many readers lorh...haix...wonder how she cope wif those nasty comments de...i can break down if i receive 300 of them lorh...sianz...feel like on the verge of breaking down...feeling super outta place...super outcasted...but glad tt PHAY got back...Y.C.K rox e most...den curry puff...next yl2!hmm...i still love the makoto family...lolx...but stupid makoto moppy today steal my rubber band i chase him he stomp on my foot damn pain...chasing him was like run run jump jump run run jump jump...sianz...den go home see one patch of blue black...mjust say he really damn ho seh...hmm...den today my daddy birthday...asking ariound wat do other pple buy for their father during their birthday...leon say buy branded underwear...as if i noe his size lidat..haha...den later went bpp buy cake den walk home...lalala...posted all my the other adventures at phay blog....go check it out...erm...wat else is there to post?and this particular guy from a boi sch is freakingly irritating...sianz...wish bel gd gd gd gd gd luck for eoy...she needs it a lot...more den me...hmm...of cuz i wanna score well well and get outta e situation now...see if i can salvage it...sianz...thx for those caring pple...and yh...tt one is not a gd way to help me but thanks anyway...haix...thx for some counselling session, sms, msn and fone calls...yup...thx to leon and xin zhi...they are nice!!!and i din noe tt!hmm...poor leon daddy...spec spoil cannot see...so ke lian...xin zhi better take good care of him horh...and colin u rawkz!!!and ah meng...u are hopeles...ya...i am e councillor of 103...dun really like it...all e other pple all take care sec 2 de...like hq yt yl jm and lots of pple lah...den i so extra...sad lah...miss them loads!!and duty sure isnt fun...but nvm got my gabriel to accompany me lah,..haha...haven hand in e zi lian project...dunno wat to do...lolx...i hand in my landscape art le!!!y u all say i din!!!cleard up some misunderstanding...makint the 1st step now...they say i am scary...lalala...jerm u rox my chem lesson can?singing and gossipping abt farnie farnie thing...lying to anthony bear also...haha...i miss dance...sianz...yup...we did well for carnival lah...congrats pple...hmm...nth much to say le...ya..updated my friendster profile...haha..see if ur name is there...lolx...farnie...

wow

2005-09-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

one week dun post le...think i got a lot of things to post but all forgot le...haix..lets recall

mid-autumn
some stupid things...let me recall as i blog...

yesterday mid autumn...got ready long long ago and hide in the dance studio lah...play some games lorh...they say performance was great...but after tt got some problems lah...and i got accused...also nv let me explain...u all noe i hate to be accuse lorh...haix...den after tt go into the toilet to wash off the gel lah...they say 4th floor toilet haunted...scary sia...den i think nv wash properly den after tt my scalp a bit itchy...after tt loiter in sch for a while den call me papa come fetch me home...lalala...super hungry lah...lolx...eat in the car...lion dance super cute...they wake up tt time...but din see how to dian jing...i very interested lah...haha...hmm...den all the cookies we made all sold out lah...not bad...but i heard still got a lot of shampoo left over...wat shall we do wif it?haix..lolx...i bot neutreogena face mask!!!lolx...hmm...wat else is there to blog?oh ya i think i very pro lorh..i help 112 get 6 orders of fur ball including myself...haha...wat a nice saleswoman i am...hmm...wat else...cannot remember le...shall blog if i recall anything lah...hmm...

yupx...

2005-09-09T18:32:00.000+08:00

dance dance dance...si aun say our hair cannot pass lah...but 2nd day they say better lorh...must keep it up...haha...kw keep taking our foto lorh...diaoz...i wanna kop his memory card lorh...haix...and he want a bigger memory space and tt means more danger for us...haix...i think i have no more adventures...nvm think think think...and my com tio spyware lorh...dunno y sia...i have been so careful wif it le still lidat...i think i have been spending a lot of money this year lah...1st it was the tablet pc which cost $3200 plus lah...den pocket money increasement...den is jun holiday i spent abt $400 on cloths and shoe and shorts and jeans and stationary and new bags...just 1 month only...think i very jia lat lah...and my result also not gd somemore... den after tt i change the ram of my pc $140...den now my hp spoil and i need a new one...see this samsung Z500...think quite chio and nice the function not bad but cost $600 plus if i not wrong and my bro say now 3G fone not everyone use so dun buy yet wait till next year so now i getting a very old model of nokia 8310 for my bro coz he super nice lah...say let me use his 6600 in the meanwhile he use 8310...he rawks like totally cann?lolx...of cuz tt 6600 is supposely mine!!! and he con me say change wif his x70 for a while den nv return le...grr....lolx...back to e topic tt means just this year on things which are considered as sheng wai wu...i spent abt $4000...and tts is alot in 8 months lah...dun forget new books new sch uniform new water bottle and new everything lah...think i very li hai hua qian lorh...love my papa...he too pampered me le...now making me feel so bad tt my fone spoil and i need a new one and i looking for such an expensive one...cannot lah...must budget so keep to my 6230i which i dun really like now i wan sony k750i or sony w800i or samsung z500 lorh...but all so ex de...haix...MY DADDY ROCKS!!!!lalala...crazy me..lalala...hmmm...oh ya...yesterday cannot go alyssa house coz i too worried lah...sianz...they have soooooo much adventures...y cant u all go my house?lalala...nvm i hingry went to bpp buy lunch and i saw e mad woman hu always sits 963 de!!!lalala...sit so many times only met her once...how can tt be right?other pple see her so many tiems le...lolx...me and kj wanna be heroine but too bad lah...lolx...jsut realise she always wear the pink shirt den on top of it got write penis and zhu tou and a lot of things de her handbag also ahve...pity her lorh...haix...den she got take 190 and 700 de said kj...lolx...poor thing lah the woman...i see the woman i quickly call alyssa le...lolx...farnie...haha...hmmm...wat else is there to blog...hmm...argh!! i got a lor of hw nv do!!got bio ws i dunno how to do geog wb history wb chinese yue du bao gao and my own assesment lorh...haix...sat not free sun not free...must pia today lorh...maybe dun d assesment lah...den bio can go sch ask but i must finish geog and history wb today!!yue du bao gao sat do!!!lalala...I AM EVIL~

a series of things

2005-09-06T17:08:00.000+08:00

haha...got quite a lot of things to post...better write down b4 i forget...
1) councillor the game thing
2) buy yue biing
3)PA
4)life science camp
5)pigzilla
6)remedial
haha,,,think it it gonna be quite a long post...so pple bear wif it...

saturday go early to school for the councillor thing...thought it will be a waste of time but still ok lah...but i would rather go home and sleep again...den actually going aly house after tt de...den aunt call me go buy yuebing and my cousiins they all all going...relatives closer den friends huh? i went to buy yuebing lah...only to find out tt PHA did stupid videos again...and they threw the monkey on the floor!!!noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!! poor monkey...sob sob*
den sunday went to PA took neos wif jeslyn b4 going...postiing it up too :D she scan it in...woots! haha we went to find monkey notebook in popular cannot find lorh...den want to find nice nice monkey accessory also cannot...is monkey tt popular tt it is all sold out? haha..jk lah... den went to buona vista meet PHA den only PA was there la...me and jes bought lng john den after tt wei hong come dne afer tt hann qian den hq like hungry ghost lidat...eat and eat and drink jes long john and my milo freeze...evil~ haha but she help us throw away lah...den she lame lorh...from bugis come back to buona bista when she can go to kallang straight lor...den went there it was raining lah...acually share umbrella de find it too troublesome le so dun take and walk in the rain so cool lorh the studio so big and cold haha den go to change den got some china dance den after tt mr low play games wif us...quite fun lah...haha den went to mac and eat den went hoome...booo! my hp!!lalala den we walk on stilt lorh sooooooooo fun de can? aly do mass dance and fall all of them fall me nv...coz i too ham jee le... or izzit i too careful?lolx...those big pple veyr nice and patient come teach me lah...haha...lolx...den went home lah...did the ketchup dance there tooo wooooooooots!!! those crescent de very chio~ lolx...den monday got lifescience camp lah haha those DNA thing was fun lorh...except the last station all the other station master very friendly lah...den after sch dun feel like going home so went to library and we play wif pigzilla lah...he funny i see him i laugh...dunno y...haix...play some truth or dare which is quite lame lah...den went home...haix...think of pigzilla face wanna luff again...haha...den today got remedial lah...quite ok did the sex project and go around "interviewing" pple abt wat do they think of porn to be put in the phamplet lah...haha...pple think we crazy lah...lolx...erm...den after sch stay in sch find mandee...lolx...i hereby announce tt NG JON COLIN IS MY BOYFRIEND!!!lolx...mandee dun be sad le...cheer up :D erm... wat else...hmm...den went home dunno y got motion sickness...and e worse thing is wanna vomit it wont come out...like stuck halfway lidat... damn xin ku...got better lah though...den go home gulp milk when i tlaking to px den fine le...haha...den sms jes ask me go online den i go and blog lorh...haha...aiya die le...now dunno wat to blog at class blog and phay blog...haix...lolx...so much homework lorh chinese...i dun think i will finish them...damn slack nowadays after i got into sec sch...MISS CHIAN ROX MY LIFE!!! SHE IS SO FRIENDLY AND NICE AND NOT OFFENDED AND FOREVER SMILING LAH!!! I LOVE HER!!! she da best teacher lah...though she nv teach me which is a sad thing lorh... haix...lolx...me crazy le...okies...gonna squeeze my brain juice and think of wat to blog at the other blogs and go to do my homework...lalala

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI XUAN

2005-09-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI XUAN!!! lolx...today went out wif pha and 2 more pple...lolx...detail in phay blog...feel better now...not so upset le...thx pple for tagging lah...haha jsut venting my anger...but tml still gonna confront those pple lah...change and change and change the story lorh...damn shit...haha...now watching project superstar...wuding!!! jun yang sing!! haha...lin jun jie!!! ar!!!!!!!!!!!! he sing!!!! he rox lorh...rox more den kelly and wei lian...haha...lalala...i pity wei lian...all the judges so mean de...all choose kelly one...haux...think he cried lah...haix...boo!! i got pimples~!!! noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.... mama say too heaty le... haix... say must eat less chilli...nooooooooo........rather have pimple face den to give up chilli....hahaI LOVE MY MONKEY MAMA!!!SHE ROX LIKE TOTALLY LORH!!!argh!!!now got jj the new album de advertisment lorh...lolx...LOLX....BOO!!now is everyone singing lah...my anata...ko nia nia chi wa!!haha..me siao le...lolx...theysing so nice!!!

suckiest day of my life

2005-08-31T23:29:00.000+08:00

yupx...today is the suckiest day of my life...in the morning...was acting hyper...though i was feeling depress...my mum wash my jeans the last min...not dry yet...acting like i was alright in front of my mum...reach sch...surprised by xiao tian responsibility was feeling hyper...went to the staff room to bcum senta clause...giving away things lah...den horh went to parade squaare.... AND THEN THERE WAS THIS PETTY GUY HU CANNOT BE PLAY WIF AND WILL CRY OVER SMALL LITTLE THINGS AND MAKING A BIG FUSS AND TELLING THE WHOLE WORLD ABT IT....ME GO DAMN PISSED OFF...AND MY MOOD DECLINE...FROM HIGH TO LOW... yupx...den i was feeling damn apologetic abt it...AND HE MAKE THIS REMARK AND WITH TT REMARK...I REALISE I SHLDNT BE GUILTY...HE SAID... dun bother to apologise i wont accept it...dun bother to write wat apologic letter...i wont accept it too...FINE!! AND DEN I GOT DAMN PISSED OFF!!! denw ent back to class saw si aun...yup...he cheered my up a little wif his cranky jokes...miss singapore universe huh?but i told the class the dance ur beat all wrong...after all we are doing the simplified moves and thus our rhythmn shldnt be this fast...I AM VERY VERY VERY SURE TT I WAS RIGHT...I DUNNO SAW THE MV HOW MANY TIMES LE...just bcuz i am not yanling and i dun coach u e dance doesnt mean i have no right to speak up right? I ASK YANLING TO TEACH U ALL THE DANCE DE...I CAME UP WIF IT...I USED IT...AND U ALL COME AND SAY I WAS WRONG...(they din say i was wrong but from wat i hear...they said this: aiya nvm de lah...eveybody all confirm the timing le...LIDAT THEY ARE IMPLYING I WRONG LAH..DAMN KP LORH....)yupx...den my mood hit rock bottom...damn buay song...backstage i jsut diam diam since i was wrong Wrong and forever WRONG... from my opinion lah...they are so enthu abt this was bcuz they can get to dress nice nice...wow...fold ur skirt to mini and wear a tie and buy a cap and think u are sooooooooooooo kawaii...yup...at least 1 or 2 isnt tt bad...but i dare to say J*********,C*****,Y**** are comfirm in the category i wrote...damn pissed of...before we go on stage...yihua keep complaining sooooooooooooo loudly somemore...I VERY SCARE THEY CANNOT HEAR THE MUSIC LEH...WE NOT USING PA SYSTEM LORH...den i got damn pissed off again...i was already very pissed off lah...den i SAY! AND I MEAN SAY BUT IN A SO CALL BU SHUANG TONE LAH... DO U NOE WHY THE MIKE IS BEING INVENTED??????IT IS TO MAXIMISE THE VOLUME DE!!! U GET IT A NOT!!!!!!...i dunno how many times i told her...but she just keep saying and saying and saying...AND IS ROLLING URSELF UP IN THE CURTAIN VERY FUN?????? PPLE STARTING ALREADY STILL MAKE SO MUCH NOISE AND STAND SO IN FRONT AND PLAY WIF CURTAIN...I ALREADY ARRANGE THE CENTRE STAGE FOR U LE... STILL SCARE NOT ENUFF LIMELIGHT IZZIT? KP LORH...after tt...dunno y the heck cheryl cry...wow...everyone rushing to her immediately...i detest those kinda pple hu cry and attract attention and den everyone will surround her hug and and comfort her...unfortuanately...i need this attention...i need it badly...i think i am bad enuff...even hann qian...a phay member...totally doesnt noe and care tt i was hiding in a corner crying...after so long...when they wanna say something...they realise i was missing...but none of them bother to come and look for me...den all only noe to say...Mr CHOW WE VERY HUNGRY LEH!!! nicenice mr chow go buy 11 bread...all of them took...except me...they din realise tt...at least yanling and jie min still come and ask me eat...but i jsut dun care...i need a cry...a good cry...and pour out everything...unfortunately...no one in 110 wans to listen...i cry...i really cry...i ran down to the toilet..and saw mr chow...he realise i was crying...i think other den yan ling and jie min...he is the 1st one...crying at the staircase corner...so many pple walk past...teachers...and no one cares...think i got very fed u...i hide inside and cry and i took out my hp and start calling my besties and sms them...yupx...was cheered up by them...they are really nice...they seems to have this magical power tt when i talk to them...i dun feel like crying anymore...but when all remain silent in the toilet...i started crying...i wonder...in all my 6 years in zhps...i have nv cry as much as i did in just the 8 months in sec sch...i cannot bring myself to feel happy anymore lah...after i was feeling better..i receive some smses from my pri sch friends...i dunno how they noe...like suddenly they all noe i upset...all send me encouraging sms...i love them...really...6p is foreva the best...we are foreva united as one...even if there are conflicts...den i change and went for assembly...wif my red red eyes and nose...yup...wei che...even wei che noe i was crying...y din those 10 pple realise?to think they actually dare to say i am their friend!!! wow...amazing...this is call friend ar?my foot ar... even pple like jia xin hu are at the window can see my red red eyes...and came in to comfort me...and all the 10 of them din realise...totally fuck up now...ya...i am glad yesterday actually...i wasnt the chairman anymore...it was a wonderful feeling...dumping everything to xiao tian...very nice feeling... do u think my vice-chair help me wif i was the ex?no...after sch...asking them do survey... they all ran off i think to 112 and call pple jie jie...wow...amazing...asking the class to settle down and no one listen...was glad tt i wans the chairman anymore and hope tt today will be the same as the past...i am still a happy carefree me...it wasnt the case...it isnt so easy to get them outta their mind tt i wasnt the chairman anymore...i just cant take tt bossy, interfering, overbearing image outta their mind...i think it is normal lah..all chairman are lidat...i seen 112 chairman cry 111 cry 108 cry and 107 too...109 is slacker chairman hu leaves everything to vice chair ;ah....so he is alrighte lah...their class seems so united too...haix...i think i have been doing too much...it is time for them to grow independent..next time call chairman dun go down...i dun care...i gonna let the chairman noe how does it feel to be challenged, defy. den the class will slack...muhahahahahaha!!! best...i am evill... and freakingly upset... and pissed off...dangerous now...a bomb which will explode anytimes....haix...damn upset...everyone talking abt my attitude...not tt i attitude problem lor...is you all dunno my attitude...and pls...CHERYL TAN...U SAY I SCOLD U...PLS LAH..GET UR FACTS RIGHT...YESTERDAY THE COUNCILLORS ALREADY TELL US WE ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO GO OUT AFTER WE PERFORM DEN U STILL WAN TO GO OUT OF COZ I SAY NO LAH..SOMEMORE I IN BS MOOD TT TIME...U CRY CRY CRY DEN EVERYONE THINK I IN THE WRONG...I THINK 110 REALLY SUCK...THOSE HU VRY 1ST ALWAYS WIN...i cry and cry...yay!!! i can go back to zhps le...weeeetZZZZ!!!! rox like shit!! saw fish...he cannot believe tt hj chinese win me and zhi wei and yijie...den go lot 1 eat...had losta fun...saw my monkey mama...(muackzzz) i love her!! woooohoooooo~~den met yuhang and we go buy pressie....lalala...he broke lorh...lolx...haix...tts all la...u see...sad things more den happy things...think i really failure and shld go and die now...when i was crying...million of things cross my mind...shld i jsut dash out of sch now and hopefully and hit by a car?and die....wowowowow!!!very gd lah...mr er rox!!! miss him man...

'my condolences to mdm nalini and jovin~

LET ME TELL U THIS ALSO....TUESDAY I MERELY SPOE HARSHLY TO THE BOTH OF YOU...I ALREADY GAVE U WARNING NOT TO TALK TO ME COZ I IN BS MOOD...I THINK I REALLY SUCKS LAH...DEN SHE SCOLD ME...DEN ANOTHER COME COMFORT ME...BRING ME TO STAFF ROOM AND TOLD HIM I DUN WANNA BE CHAIRMAN LE...VERY GD I AM FREE...TOT CAN GET BACK MY FREEDOM BUT NOT TT CASE LOR... THEY ONLY NOE HOW TO NOT COOPERATE...DEN ALWAYS THINK I SCOLD DEM...ESP CHERYL TAN...WHEN DID I SCOLD U? PLS ELABORATE...YIHUA...I MRERLY TELL U THE MIKE CAN INCREASE THE VOLUME OF TPC SO U DUN HAVE TO WORRY SO MUCH AND DEN U THINK I SCOLD U...JUST BCOZ I TALK HARSHLY...YOU ALL TOLD CHOW... I WASNT THE SAME...CAN U ALL PLS REFLECT ON YOUSELF 1ST? 1ST THERE ARE 25 GERLS IN CLASS...COFIRM ONE ODD ONE OUT DEN CONFIRM IS ME...YL AND JM, CHERYL AND JERALDINE, APRIL AND YIHUA...LIDAT LAH...DEN I WIF HU?EXTRA LAH...TTS Y LAH...ME EXTRA DE...AND I CHANGE...I DIN CHANGE AND I DUN WANNA CHANGE ...IS U PPLE FORCE ME...GO OUT ALSO NV ASK ME GO...EAT ALSO NV ASK ME SIT WIF U ALL...TALK IN THE CANTEEN NO ONE TALK TO ME...HU OUTCASTE ME AR? DUN CARE...MR CHOW CALL ME...SAY I WAS DIFFERENT...SERIOUSLY WANNA ASK HU THE HELL TELL HIM TT...PLS GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT...

PLS GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT

ALSO...DUN ANYHOW ADD THINGS TO THE FACT

DUN KEEP GOING TO MR CHOW TABLE AND COMPLAIN ME

STOP FORCING ME...ITS MY LIFE

AND OH YA...ALL OF YOU SUX...

AND I PROMISE NOT TO CRY IN SEC SCH LIFE AGAIN..

lolx...

2005-08-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

okies...though i am grounded...and my dad is overseas lah...so very cool lah...but he sitll call me when he overseas and ask my mama to fetch me which i decline...bargain wif him tt i wanna go out...but den he nv scold me but let me go!!! my daddy rocks!!! yay!!! den we went to jp lah...buy a tie lorh...quite nice lah...haha...as usual...cheryl take the taxi and kenny pay the fare...and she reach there earlier den us when we go 1st...haix...den went to shop lorh...and kenny so poor thing...wait outside the shop alone one...cheryl bo chap him...so bad of her...den kenny bring cheryl hq and jeraldine go eat crystal jade while me px alyssa and jeremy went to eat at the food court...haix...i eat duck rice...jeremy eat chicken rice and alyssa eat char siew rice...haha...we all drank ice lemon tea lah...alyssa dun let px kop...px poor lah...forget take pocket money den broke lorh..kop hq yee mee for recess and half a lollipop for lunch lah..den after tt sit opp us and see us eat...AND SHE GOT A SAMBA SANDWICH AND SHE FORGOT ABT IT AND DIN EAT IT...DAMN PIANG LORH... alyssa keep making jeremy luff...den she say this...when u havent step into the neo machine it was working fine...the moment jeremy step in den blackout den jeremy luff too much and he choke on his ice lemon tea and den cough cough cough den spit everything out den he went to the toilet to clean up...den he come out..i was waiting outside the toilet...he got a tissue in his nose...i ask him wat happen den he say nose-bleed and he sounded so happy and den i luff...he smiled...den we walked den alyssa continue..actuall the joke havent finish but u lidat so i din say...actually when the neo machine see u hehe den immediately break down...lolx...den we went back to nanhua and we were damn stupid lah...we waited at the bus-stop for 96 and tt bus stop HAS NO 96 LORH!!! HOW FOOLISH ARE WEEEEEEEEE???????lol...damn malu...erm..den reach nanhua den teach jie min and pass her her stuffs den went home...lolx...we practising for teacher's day dance moves lah...a short one...damn difficult only yan ling noe...me half half only...lolx...can forget the moves de me...lolx...tml got audition lah...have to go to sch for councillor thing...sianz lorh...haix...not very keen..feel damn lazy lah...haha...can give mc a not?lack of sleep...lolx...hmm...tts all lah...din take pic of jeremy when he coughing tt itme...oh ya...so some pple are so mean..they go and put everything into a cup in a restaurant and demand someone to drink and pay the person $1...they put noodles and chilli in lorh...den got some other stuufs i dunno lah...the drink is damn gross only...AND THEY ARE IN A RESTAURANT WIF CAMERA!!! OMG...haha...okies lah..post till here le lah..wanna sleep le..bb